05-16-2018, 07:30 AM
Notes 1:
- Emoting a bit more freely than before
- Waved to a girl walking across the street (I dont usually wave. I will say "hi" most of the time. Obviously I was not going to yell "hi" across the street. Just found it interesting because it was unconscious- I did not actively choose to wave my hand)
- I drive more like a maniac lol
- I am really into 80s rock music with sexual undertones (I already loved before- but even more now). Artists like AC/DC, Led Zeppelin and Aerosmith (Love in an elevator).
Approached 5 women today (tues), two numbers back to back. Perhaps I will post an edited recording here?
When I get really horny, I dont want to get off, so I pretty much edge myself- visualizing myself as a sexual being.
I noticed though that I still have baggage. So I will run side A sometime. Things like:
- Fear of religion and sexuality
- What other people think
- I am a bad person if I am more free in my sexuality.
Things like this.
- Emoting a bit more freely than before
- Waved to a girl walking across the street (I dont usually wave. I will say "hi" most of the time. Obviously I was not going to yell "hi" across the street. Just found it interesting because it was unconscious- I did not actively choose to wave my hand)
- I drive more like a maniac lol
- I am really into 80s rock music with sexual undertones (I already loved before- but even more now). Artists like AC/DC, Led Zeppelin and Aerosmith (Love in an elevator).
Approached 5 women today (tues), two numbers back to back. Perhaps I will post an edited recording here?
When I get really horny, I dont want to get off, so I pretty much edge myself- visualizing myself as a sexual being.
I noticed though that I still have baggage. So I will run side A sometime. Things like:
- Fear of religion and sexuality
- What other people think
- I am a bad person if I am more free in my sexuality.
Things like this.
