05-15-2018, 10:38 PM
Before I started running ASC or came in contact with IML, I was one of those corey skyy guys. I rememver when doing affirmations in the mirror, writing down affirmatiins that women went crazy about it. Like the mother of a childhood crush of mine who, when her bday party was, kissed me on the mouth. I also pulled 2 girls there at the same time.
Another is going out with a group, and girls giving me looks, one grinding up against me with her ass.
In the past, I did had interest of girls. In my schoolyears as a teen, I was pretty much shy due traumas, yet I ended up always with girls around me. I dated one girl for about a week. At 19 I pulled one online, met up at some bungalow, banged her and lost my virginity. At my schoolperiod, it was always female friends, friend of my sister and I hokked up semiwise.
At work in the supermarket I had a girl follow me around. This was before I had trauma, dissociation, spiritual stuff break out. Playing around with buddhism, zen, opening up my crown which resulted in buzzing at my crown spot atop of my head. The girl followed me around back then yet my interest was at another girl. Anyway, the girl following me teased me hard, trying to get my attention, giving masdive flirty looks.
Whenever I went out, my sister got regularly asked if I was her brother. I hitted the gym back then 5 times a week and grew hard, and was jacked and toned.
When being out with other friends, I had 2 girls end up sleeping at our place. Didnt bang yet there was tension in the air.
Anyways, my journey here started with ASC, and the results were obvious. My journal is around here still. In that time, I rs-met with friends I gather to this day. They told me I had changed. The mom told me straight up that she would do me, if she was younger. I was also listening to Arash Dibazar back then aswell as mystery. After that I ran 2 runs of AM6 which changed me strongly. My journal is also around here on the forums. At the bungalow we checked in, the guys that were with me, started to tell me, when he called up 2 girls, that I shouldnt act on it which pissed me off, because I do whatever the fuck I want. On AM6 I banged one chick, and dated another.
It ended up him playing all niceguy with the girls, leading to nowhere, and with those 2 9/10 rich girls asking who I was. I didnt care. I remember that one guy brought his brazillian girl with him who was bitching constantly and being a huge brat. Constantly seeing bs to display. I didnt tolerate it so I told her to go fuck herself.
After that I ran AOS 4g due to resources. The girl I met up with who showed lots of interest while I was running AM6, didnt pull through when I ran AOS4g.
Then, I ran DMSI 3.1 which resulted me in having tons of IOIs, till the point of panic attacks at times. Every girl wad looking at me yet I couldnt pull the trigger due whatever reason. The friend of said girl from AM6 suddenly started to hit on me. Very sexual. Still is when we come across eachother online. The meet up was close tho. She even sort of put me in an positive spotlight.
3.2 is a whole other beast all together. This journal is evidence to that.
Another is going out with a group, and girls giving me looks, one grinding up against me with her ass.
In the past, I did had interest of girls. In my schoolyears as a teen, I was pretty much shy due traumas, yet I ended up always with girls around me. I dated one girl for about a week. At 19 I pulled one online, met up at some bungalow, banged her and lost my virginity. At my schoolperiod, it was always female friends, friend of my sister and I hokked up semiwise.
At work in the supermarket I had a girl follow me around. This was before I had trauma, dissociation, spiritual stuff break out. Playing around with buddhism, zen, opening up my crown which resulted in buzzing at my crown spot atop of my head. The girl followed me around back then yet my interest was at another girl. Anyway, the girl following me teased me hard, trying to get my attention, giving masdive flirty looks.
Whenever I went out, my sister got regularly asked if I was her brother. I hitted the gym back then 5 times a week and grew hard, and was jacked and toned.
When being out with other friends, I had 2 girls end up sleeping at our place. Didnt bang yet there was tension in the air.
Anyways, my journey here started with ASC, and the results were obvious. My journal is around here still. In that time, I rs-met with friends I gather to this day. They told me I had changed. The mom told me straight up that she would do me, if she was younger. I was also listening to Arash Dibazar back then aswell as mystery. After that I ran 2 runs of AM6 which changed me strongly. My journal is also around here on the forums. At the bungalow we checked in, the guys that were with me, started to tell me, when he called up 2 girls, that I shouldnt act on it which pissed me off, because I do whatever the fuck I want. On AM6 I banged one chick, and dated another.
It ended up him playing all niceguy with the girls, leading to nowhere, and with those 2 9/10 rich girls asking who I was. I didnt care. I remember that one guy brought his brazillian girl with him who was bitching constantly and being a huge brat. Constantly seeing bs to display. I didnt tolerate it so I told her to go fuck herself.
After that I ran AOS 4g due to resources. The girl I met up with who showed lots of interest while I was running AM6, didnt pull through when I ran AOS4g.
Then, I ran DMSI 3.1 which resulted me in having tons of IOIs, till the point of panic attacks at times. Every girl wad looking at me yet I couldnt pull the trigger due whatever reason. The friend of said girl from AM6 suddenly started to hit on me. Very sexual. Still is when we come across eachother online. The meet up was close tho. She even sort of put me in an positive spotlight.
3.2 is a whole other beast all together. This journal is evidence to that.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
