Is it possible to say "Wow--I'm moving forward!" and "Something in me is sad over all this change"?
Well, I'm thinking and feeling both. The latter may be since my energy is fading some, allowing what I've ignored all day to surface.
I've been watching my training videos and implementing what I could, having learned years ago to learn first, then implement. I've done over 3 modules so far, and I'm into my 4th for today (module 5), and there are only 8. I've had old fallback fears rise: "this is too hard. You might fail. You're ignoring those around you....." Something in my mind is there, not violently fighting, but persuading those fears that they're not needed.
This is new.........but...I'm going ahead like....I've done this successfully before. I think that's Shannon's technology overriding my resistance. Thank you!
I'm still going back to it, having rested 15 minutes or so, since my laptop isn't streaming well enough for me to watch videos here.
About the sadness: I feel it....but I am unsure how much is real vs. it being something to detract from my goal. I'll finish the 5th module tonight though, as it's all about targeting audiences. I am in new territory, and I'm still going forward :-)
Well, I'm thinking and feeling both. The latter may be since my energy is fading some, allowing what I've ignored all day to surface.
I've been watching my training videos and implementing what I could, having learned years ago to learn first, then implement. I've done over 3 modules so far, and I'm into my 4th for today (module 5), and there are only 8. I've had old fallback fears rise: "this is too hard. You might fail. You're ignoring those around you....." Something in my mind is there, not violently fighting, but persuading those fears that they're not needed.
This is new.........but...I'm going ahead like....I've done this successfully before. I think that's Shannon's technology overriding my resistance. Thank you!
I'm still going back to it, having rested 15 minutes or so, since my laptop isn't streaming well enough for me to watch videos here.
About the sadness: I feel it....but I am unsure how much is real vs. it being something to detract from my goal. I'll finish the 5th module tonight though, as it's all about targeting audiences. I am in new territory, and I'm still going forward :-)
I want to be FREE!
