05-13-2018, 10:39 AM
(05-13-2018, 08:27 AM)findingme Wrote:(05-13-2018, 08:18 AM)DavisMind91 Wrote: Stage 6, Day 24:
- Last night my wife called me after she left and asked is she could come over to sleep before going to work. She had worked all night the previous night, and stayed up through the day to set things up for our Daughter's party. She told me she almost ran off the road 3 times due to falling asleep behind the wheel. I told her to come. As much negativity as we've lived through, I don't wish any harm or death upon her. She pulled up, and suddenly remembered that she left some things home that she needed. I told her that I'd go get them but she began being stubborn, which is one of the things I can't stand about her. Here's where the Alpha male programming took over because even though I knew what I was saying It's like I couldn't control it. Like one part of me took over while the other watched. In so many words I got on her case and told her to get her ass inside and go to sleep instead of putting herself in any further danger, and made no apologies for it. She got right out of the car, and went inside to go to sleep without saying anything back.
Thank you for posting that. Knowing I can be sure of myself even when under pressure is valuable to me--as I am not sure HOW this can be taught. This story gives me reason to keep my eyes on AM.
Thank you. That was very good reading. Stories like that are why I read your journal too
Thank you findingme. Not sure it can be taught either. In that moment I simply felt an instinct take over that was enhanced with AM6 programming. I’m becoming the type that doesn’t mind telling someone when I feel they’re making a choice against their own best interest. Almost like a Fatherly instinct now that I think about it.
