(05-11-2018, 11:24 PM)LionKing Wrote: Glad that you seem to getting positive effects! Also kinda interesting how it works when we're trying to change the direction of (conscious) thinking by programming the unconscious. (Who is the one in control, then?) Are you perhaps noticing any more free energy (you mentioned curiosity), less self doubt, rumination about which sub to use, difficult work feeling lighter?
Yes, the changes of conscious thinking through the subconscious are really something. At one point I realized that the subconscious is like a picture filter that colors your conscious experience.
It feels less like additional available energy. Instead I am not thwarting the flow of things. Like not consciously stepping on the brakes that often. I begin to realize that difficult or boring tasks do not exist per se. It is the mind chatter that tinge them that way. And since I have less of the bad-mouthing dialog that creates focus on how unpleasant or ardous a task seems, I don't perceive it that way. Not in one hundred percent of the cases, but it is increasing.
My running around in circles to find the 'perfect' sub is indeed decreasing. But that may not exclusively be rooted in PTPA on its own, but a number of other things that I am doing as well. I am still experimenting with some stuff, that I might write about once they stand the test of time. But I can credit PTPA to play a significant role in getting me to be consistent with myself.
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