05-05-2018, 05:04 PM
So, yesterday night I had this sudden feeling to watch Nude pic sent to me by a girl long time ago and I was in middle of doting the deed but then I just felt my pc muscles make movement for like 2 sec and then the urge to fap was gone...no Ejaculation and nothing
I closed the nude pic went to bed started listening to songs and after sometime I fell asleep.. and believe me I had one of the scariest nightmare I ever dreamt off.. There were no ghost or anything.. Infact I see that Zombies type dreams don't scare me that much... The dream was about how my relatives were threatning me to make me suffer unless I give them all of my money and possessions.. It was as if I was more scared of being poor and homeless then being scared of Zombies and ghosts...
Iam now sure that I whenever a great resistance or some breakthrough is about to happen I have this huge urge to fap for no reason.. Its like I am listening to songs and the urge comes out of nowhere.. I mean I wasn't even thinking of it before...
I just feel this warm energy around my balls.. I guess that's how normal sexual urge feels like..
I closed the nude pic went to bed started listening to songs and after sometime I fell asleep.. and believe me I had one of the scariest nightmare I ever dreamt off.. There were no ghost or anything.. Infact I see that Zombies type dreams don't scare me that much... The dream was about how my relatives were threatning me to make me suffer unless I give them all of my money and possessions.. It was as if I was more scared of being poor and homeless then being scared of Zombies and ghosts...
Iam now sure that I whenever a great resistance or some breakthrough is about to happen I have this huge urge to fap for no reason.. Its like I am listening to songs and the urge comes out of nowhere.. I mean I wasn't even thinking of it before...
I just feel this warm energy around my balls.. I guess that's how normal sexual urge feels like..
