05-05-2018, 12:41 AM
(05-04-2018, 03:25 PM)findingme Wrote: You're courageous for posting this Zane. You've been upfront and DIRECT telling us (and yourself) that you're considering changing subs.
Would you have admitted this, say, a year back?
Well,Tbh I would have been scared to admit my true thoughts and feelings. I was even scared of talking to people in authority..lol I was even scared of Shannon and Ben ..Thinking that they might ban me or reply in rude way xD
So yeah, I was fearful of admitting my feelings and thoughts both in real and virtual world..
(05-04-2018, 03:25 PM)findingme Wrote: I wrote that to let you know......DMSI is making changes in you. Your ideas have been growing and changing, as you went from "I like trading" to "I've done some" to "my dad's going to send me to school".
Something is moving in you day by day, and I thought I'd point that out. Your progress encourages me :-)
Thanks Buddy, I do know that I am changing and all the highs and lows of emotions are just a part of healing. In past one year I have learned that how growth happens..
Still its good to hear to from other people as they notice my unconscious behavior that I am not aware off.