05-03-2018, 03:45 AM
I think I see a trend emerging with PTPA.
Socializing is becoming very easy. People are drawn to me and engage me. I do the same. All in all positive vibes.
On the other hand my assertiveness is declining. I am too accepting and smily. No drive to do something for myself. But I do stuff for everyone else. While this seems to be a good thing, I don't like it. I don't like expending my precious energy for others, because nobody returns the favor. They all absorb my gifts, my time, my expertise. Once I am empty I have to find ways to recharge myself. I don't like that energy mostly flows into one direction, away from me.
Socializing is becoming very easy. People are drawn to me and engage me. I do the same. All in all positive vibes.
On the other hand my assertiveness is declining. I am too accepting and smily. No drive to do something for myself. But I do stuff for everyone else. While this seems to be a good thing, I don't like it. I don't like expending my precious energy for others, because nobody returns the favor. They all absorb my gifts, my time, my expertise. Once I am empty I have to find ways to recharge myself. I don't like that energy mostly flows into one direction, away from me.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
