05-02-2018, 10:30 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-02-2018, 10:40 PM by dissonance.)
Today and yesterday, I started to truly come to the realization and acceptance that I don't need sex or a girlfriend or whatever to be happy at the moment. I've been so hung up in the past several months about GETTING SEX or a GETTING A GIRLFRIEND that I've completely stopped working on music. All I do is search okcupid, tinder, match (but mainly tinder) and my mood fluctuates up and down solely depending on how much progress or results im seemingly getting or how close i am to getting laid or getting a girlfriend (which i havent gotten either, nor been on any dates lol)
I realized that I need to focus on my PURPOSE and make that my #1 priority and source of happiness/fulfillment. If I do that, I will feel great about myself because I will be focusing and taking steps toward my life goals and purpose. If I do that, my confidence and self-assuredness will rise. My personal identity will become stronger and comfort in my own shoes will rise even more. My self-esteem will rise a lot as well. Then I think this will seep into all other areas of my life, including attracting women.
This is what I now believe I, in my personal situation, must to do. FOCUS ON MY MUSIC AND LIFES PURPOSE. Then I'll be less desperate about getting women or sex because my passion and goals for music will be progressing, improving, and building, which *should* give me more fulfillment than sex or women could. (shouldn't it...?)
Then (though I don't know how exactly) I feel like after that, it will somehow make me much closer to being my maximum level of sexual irresistibility.
I realized that I need to focus on my PURPOSE and make that my #1 priority and source of happiness/fulfillment. If I do that, I will feel great about myself because I will be focusing and taking steps toward my life goals and purpose. If I do that, my confidence and self-assuredness will rise. My personal identity will become stronger and comfort in my own shoes will rise even more. My self-esteem will rise a lot as well. Then I think this will seep into all other areas of my life, including attracting women.
This is what I now believe I, in my personal situation, must to do. FOCUS ON MY MUSIC AND LIFES PURPOSE. Then I'll be less desperate about getting women or sex because my passion and goals for music will be progressing, improving, and building, which *should* give me more fulfillment than sex or women could. (shouldn't it...?)
Then (though I don't know how exactly) I feel like after that, it will somehow make me much closer to being my maximum level of sexual irresistibility.
