DMSI 3.2 Reporting For Duty

[swisston]

Days 4.1, 4.2, 4.3 and 4.4

Just through circumstances I have been mixing US over speakers and Hybrid over headphones.

I'm still fapping. But I also have zero desperation for female attention right now, which is fantastic.

I don't seem to find any women particularly attractive either though. I can acknowledge that they are (moderately) hot, but I really notice the flaws instead of being blinded by the boobs/hair/eyelashes/attention etc. This is brilliant; I feel far less superficial than before. It feels like I'm starting to see the real person more.

I am, however, waiting to be wowed by someone. Right now, no one's got my attention.

I'm getting on well with the gf at the moment too. It's going well.

I have another month in my role before my replacement takes over... it's going to feel like a long month. I've mentally moved on, but I still have to put up with the shit for 30 more days.

I've lost some size this month due to the amount of cardio I've done, so I've created a proper strength training plan for myself. This is the first time I've done this in four years.