04-28-2018, 04:58 AM
I had this same thing happen on Universal Detox. It took me to new places emotionally, and my caffeine use was all resistance. I just felt so insecure going where I was going (though I'd said I wanted to go there for years).
I agree with Shannon that though we say we want sex, success, or emotional health, our subconscious may be scared s***less of achieving that. Living in those places are a whole NEW reality.
A newer solution for me: sticking with a sub, despite all my fighting against it. Getting back up when I fall down. This involves a whole new level of self-forgiveness. Since I see it in real life: I can only love people as well as I love myself.
I'll make mistakes. I can learn from them.
I agree with Shannon that though we say we want sex, success, or emotional health, our subconscious may be scared s***less of achieving that. Living in those places are a whole NEW reality.
A newer solution for me: sticking with a sub, despite all my fighting against it. Getting back up when I fall down. This involves a whole new level of self-forgiveness. Since I see it in real life: I can only love people as well as I love myself.
I'll make mistakes. I can learn from them.
I want to be FREE!
