Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Almost fourth week on Side A,
The initial attractions and dreams seen during B are not happening anymore. About once a week, I get very irritated due to nofap, which is currently at day 7. Interestingly, the urge to fab becomes the highest around once a week, when I feel more tired than usual. It sounds like it follows a cycle of some kind, but not necessarily a 7 day one. but more like 89-10 day cycle when I get super exhausted and get a huge urge to fap. I have lost that fight a few times already, But i get back on the nofap right away.

It also gets a bit irritating especially since 2.3 and 2.4 seem to give results so much faster. yes, I know this is an upgrade. But I am not feeling that B version's magic anymore and that is causing a lot of frustration to sit and not do anything. What do I need to breakthrough?
on the other hand, Shannon is it possible that your mind is also giving you lot of resistance in terms of obstacles as you try hard to plug the gaps and make progress on this?

I would say you need to break through the same thing everyone else does: fear. I'm not sure I understand your question, it has ambiguous grammar. I think you're asking if my own mind is attempting to prevent me from succeeding. Since I'm not running it, and that would be ineffective regardless, I would have to say no. It's just a matter of understanding the what and why of what is going on.

I was referring to the problems you are facing in your life while you battle creating the DMSI. since things like reality bending are getting worked on, is it possible that is giving you a load of problems?

What's causing my issues right now is not reality bending. That would make it easy to deal with.