04-23-2018, 06:25 PM
findingme Wrote:I'll be starting DMSI soon, and those little "perks" are what I'm really looking for. Changing my mindset is the primary reason for using subliminals, so thanks for sharing this Thumbsup
You'll definitely enjoy it. I feel like since starting DMSI I've learned to harness the power of my mind more. Really understanding how these subliminals are tools for something much greater.
Dissonance Wrote:It's crazy how detailed and aware you are of exactly what is going on with your state. For me, it feels like the slipstream is making me not notice the changes. Or maybe I'm not consciously trying to be aware or notice them as much as you. Anyways it's interesting to read.
I've always had incredibly high awareness of what goes on inside my mind. It's been both a blessing and a curse. But I'm glad it interests someone. Half the time I feel like my posts are nonsensical ramblings.
Spiral Wrote:Thanks for the reminder, Mat. something I still struggle with these days. We gotta know how to protect ourselves.
Always good to see someone get something from my posts. Yeah, I've found those most exploited are the kindest souls. Unfortunately I think a lot of people growing up are told that having morals and a kind disposition will move them forward in life with ease. Then reality hits and it's ugly.
So quick post for anyone struggling to execute with dmsi. Remember that resistance is the actions you take or exhibit, not the feelings within your body. I'll elaborate on my discovery and what it means to me.
Basically I've been trying way way too hard to figure out how to let go of things or heal emotionally. What I labeled resistance, the compulsion to go inward and heal that I thought was actually derailing me, was in fact instructions from DMSI to improve myself through the healing. What was resistance was the refusal to follow those instructions and simultaneously label those helpful instructions as "resistance" in order to get my mind to stop executing. Basically things were swapped. Mind games. In addition to that there existed the fear that if I went back in to heal the emotional stuff I'd get sucked in and lose my way and end up in a pit of despair like in the past.
My point being. This idea of resistance somehow being perceivable within you is a sensation is more than likely not true. You have to be mindful of your actions. Very very mindful. Especially for me I had to be aware of how I was letting go. What I initially felt was relaxation and reducing stress, was actually detachment from the instructions of DMSI. I initially felt better, but then I realized it was just another form of control to escape the effects of DMSI.
Along with that was fear. The need to understand how this all works, which lead me to over analyzing everything. But at the heart of it is the fear of losing control, which is just that a fear. It won't actually happen, I'm just afraid it will. But understanding that allows me continue on and not get wrapped up in that fear and all the what ifs attached to it.
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