Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Today marks completing a month of 3.2A and I'd like some input. So far I've done a month of 3.2B and now a month of 3.2B. To me, 3.2B was refreshing and I felt like a lot of the secondary objectives of
DMSI were being executed. On 3.2A, I've felt some rather strong resistance with the lessening of me executing. I went from actually not masterbating in 3.2B to doing so a few times a week in 3.2A as an example. Being in 3.2A has also made me more anxious in daily life, nothing I can't overcome but I rather not deal with it.

I haven't achieved the main objective in either side still, but wanted to know what would be more beneficial in the long term. I obviously have some things to clear, but at the same time I just want to execute. Should I stay with A or go back to B? Hopefully Shannon can give me his input as well.

The more you see reversal resistance, the more you know that something is being worked on that scares the shit out of your subconscious. And that means that the blocks to the goals of DMSI are being worked on.

Partial execution, or H&C toward full execution? Hmmm. Which one is good enough for you?