04-23-2018, 07:35 AM
So it's been a week since I restarted PTPA.
Every trace of the blip-hyperenergized-whatever-thing is gone. Instead, I am mentally a cucumber, spaced-out and unable to recall even basic stuff. After being awake for only 12 hours I am a total wreck; feels as if there is only a thin line between this state and simply passing out.
This day started on a negative emotional toe, continued with absentmindedness and peaked while lashing out at someone fckin lazy at work.
Lately using subliminals seems like torture and self-destruction. No matter what I try to run, I soon run into a wall of resistance that seems insurmountable.
Here's to weathering the storm.
Every trace of the blip-hyperenergized-whatever-thing is gone. Instead, I am mentally a cucumber, spaced-out and unable to recall even basic stuff. After being awake for only 12 hours I am a total wreck; feels as if there is only a thin line between this state and simply passing out.
This day started on a negative emotional toe, continued with absentmindedness and peaked while lashing out at someone fckin lazy at work.
Lately using subliminals seems like torture and self-destruction. No matter what I try to run, I soon run into a wall of resistance that seems insurmountable.
Here's to weathering the storm.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
