As soon as I start to write now, what I was about to report is suddenly moving back and euphoria hits.
Polish girl B, has added me on insta and now we're sort of on. She already goes witj "you look better in real life then on pictures" ya I know fam, aint it amazing?
With hers, I felt this really strong pull last time we saw eachother for the first time. Im lightly getting selfconscious about textgame but know Im topnotch when I execute. I appreciate this facing now.
Today, at the gym I was very mute. Like, didnt talk or anything, rather dozing off in a way, like blissfull comfortability. Just no energy. My workout intensity was high and keeps getting more intense, like, pseudo-adrenalin levels and ferocious spartan intensity. Destroying everything no matter nor care how I look. Giving it all in there when hitting the iron.
Im also looking into testboosters and fatburners. I have a suspicious, tho Im not releasing any semen at all, that my test levels are not where they could be. Maybe its some sort of mental thing as DMSI causes the targetted ones to approach and thus im still having a sort of approaching mindset, tho subtle and this is a way to derail the script. No idea, could be. Most fatburners contain caffeine, which aint a surprise. Green tea extract, L-carnitine and CLA have gotten my attention. Havent have caffeine for a long time now.
Right now I feel and sense the aura lightly swirling.
When coming back from the gym, and getting some stuff, I didnt really care. In the car euphoria hitted and several things shifted internally. Felt like autopilot is my new baseline and way of living and is settling more and more. Trusting it is the way to go. People stare obviously. Like, face against their car glasses and stuff. When this eupria hitted, it was non needy fun state. Eye contact on point and just comfortable with that.
Im also facing something, like with B. Friend of mine chats with hers aswell, and if she comes around, she will, but its still something that pops up. Like, had such a thing years ago, which caused friction between said friend and mine. Im now suddenly have a sense of tribalism, like a crew dynamic, not setting a woman first. Idk. Ill probably hit it off, as Me and B did hit it from the start through eye fucking, vibing greatly and so on.
Let go is the thing. Being centred, confident, outgoing and thriving in so many ways.
Also, bern thinking about self image. Its like a huge thing for me and a source probably. When things are h/c, self image causes me to feel a bit lost. Perhaps the impact of 5.5g is so radical.
Polish girl B, has added me on insta and now we're sort of on. She already goes witj "you look better in real life then on pictures" ya I know fam, aint it amazing?
With hers, I felt this really strong pull last time we saw eachother for the first time. Im lightly getting selfconscious about textgame but know Im topnotch when I execute. I appreciate this facing now.
Today, at the gym I was very mute. Like, didnt talk or anything, rather dozing off in a way, like blissfull comfortability. Just no energy. My workout intensity was high and keeps getting more intense, like, pseudo-adrenalin levels and ferocious spartan intensity. Destroying everything no matter nor care how I look. Giving it all in there when hitting the iron.
Im also looking into testboosters and fatburners. I have a suspicious, tho Im not releasing any semen at all, that my test levels are not where they could be. Maybe its some sort of mental thing as DMSI causes the targetted ones to approach and thus im still having a sort of approaching mindset, tho subtle and this is a way to derail the script. No idea, could be. Most fatburners contain caffeine, which aint a surprise. Green tea extract, L-carnitine and CLA have gotten my attention. Havent have caffeine for a long time now.
Right now I feel and sense the aura lightly swirling.
When coming back from the gym, and getting some stuff, I didnt really care. In the car euphoria hitted and several things shifted internally. Felt like autopilot is my new baseline and way of living and is settling more and more. Trusting it is the way to go. People stare obviously. Like, face against their car glasses and stuff. When this eupria hitted, it was non needy fun state. Eye contact on point and just comfortable with that.
Im also facing something, like with B. Friend of mine chats with hers aswell, and if she comes around, she will, but its still something that pops up. Like, had such a thing years ago, which caused friction between said friend and mine. Im now suddenly have a sense of tribalism, like a crew dynamic, not setting a woman first. Idk. Ill probably hit it off, as Me and B did hit it from the start through eye fucking, vibing greatly and so on.
Let go is the thing. Being centred, confident, outgoing and thriving in so many ways.
Also, bern thinking about self image. Its like a huge thing for me and a source probably. When things are h/c, self image causes me to feel a bit lost. Perhaps the impact of 5.5g is so radical.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
