Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Shannon,
Why have you suggested to Catman to do 7loops of DMSI? Is that one of initial options the models suggested?

The models returned the value of 7 loops for CatMan to achieve significant success. The fact that he found an excuse to only do 1 loop tells me that he knows that would have worked, so he escaped in what way he could. Which really doesn't surprise me, since I predicted that some of you guys would do exactly that sort of thing in response to 3.2 and later, on this very forum, before releasing 3.2. I even told you guys that the excuses would end up being very logical, creative, well thought out and believable. But they are still excuses.

Shannon, I think a resistance excuse happened to me as well.It was extremely logical. Please provide some input.

When I started 3.2 I did B for a whole month until A came out. During B use few female interest showed up but things didn’t seem to progress so I decided to do A.

When I switched to A within 2days only I felt really tired so I blamed version A for this (but now thinking about it I think it was my ridiculous sleeping cycle that was changing constantly that caused tiredness) anyways after 2days I went back to B for few days then I kept feeling tired and brain fog basically I couldn’t think clearly. And then boom I had extreme urge to smoke weed. So I decided to smoke some weed.

I started smoking weed (lightly only) and it really seemed as I was releasing resistance by smoking weed. My brain and thinking got very clear, My sleep routine got fixed (didn’t have a sleeping routine for few years!) and I started to do goal list and journaling! I also started to approach girls with purpose.

For a week now I have been using A. And still smoking weed. But as I am writing this I am deciding to not use weed again because it may be a clever resistance that got me to believe it was helping me.

What do you think? This was a real confusing situation. Becuase it seemed like weed was helping me to execute DMSI and release resistance (the sleep cycle got fixed...tiredness gone... clear mind...etc)

But maybe just maybe this was an extreme clever resistance from my subconscious mind.

Note all this was with 1loop per day and some missing days in between.

Here's what we know.

B side did not trigger any issues with sleep and brain fog. A side apparently did. This suggests that something in A side triggered a form of resistance, which was one of the following three things:

1. It was your resistant subconscious attempting to thwart your cooperative subconscious, and resulting in exhaustion.
2. It was some part of your subconscious attempting to trigger brain fog and tiredness to give you conscious incentive to stop using what it didn't like.
3. 1 and 2.

Now we have you deciding to smoke weed also. There are only the following reasons why people smoke weed:

A) It allows them to fit in socially with others whom they value the company of, which they believe they need to be good enough, and which is perceived as only being accessible if they also smoke weed.
B) They are attempting to self medicate and/or escape some sort of emotional and/or mental pain, stress and/or fear.
C) they are using it medically to alleviate the physical issues of XYZ.

We know that weed is a strong state shifter. We know it derails DMSI. It seems unlikely that you would need weed for reason C; it seems unlikely that you would be choosing to suddenly use weed for reason A; and this leaves us with reason B. Which boils down to an attempt to escape from and/or derail DMSI out of fear.

Seems pretty clear to me what it is, based on what information I have to go by.