Day 56
Fri 20 April 2018 - 3.2B - Day 1, Cycle 1 (1.1)
Listening to loop as I type.
So guys im back on track B.
After Zane's and Tesla's replies and realising that im on my 1 day break yesterday anyway, I decided to jump straight onto B.
There is nothing to report tbh but maybe you all will disagree.
1) Im drinking water only now. However today I feel sick/unwell due to a big ass 3 scoop ice cream cone I had yesterday so had some coke zero today and some chocolate too which I havent in a while.
2) I have been exercising for a couple of days and I now wont until I feel better but im doing something otherwise in that area.
3) I am growing a beard. Dont have great growth but im doing it to look more alpha.
4) Im getting absolutely nothing though from girls as of yet. No matter how often I look out for IOIs im getting and noticing nothing. The last things I got as far as im concerned were IOIs were from fight girl leaning and holding me as we watched a movie at the house party 2-3weeks ago and the other was from potsgirl being on the phone to me for 2hrs.
5) I havent fapped for 56days
6) Desire for porn has greatly reduced if not gone. I mean I dont actually give a shit about porn so much but I am going on the swingers dating site to chat to anyone - it has pics of naked women but honestly I look at them and get no arousal at all.
7) My dick feels dead - literally like a floppy dead snake, and has done now for a while which has worried me but yesterday it did get almost hard to hard for no reason so im glad it can still wake up if need to.
thats all for now.
Also I dont actually have time to do 2loops. I had hoped I could but with exams looming closer and stuff I just dont have 2hours to give to sit down with headphones in my day.
So 1 loop it is.
Fri 20 April 2018 - 3.2B - Day 1, Cycle 1 (1.1)
Listening to loop as I type.
So guys im back on track B.
After Zane's and Tesla's replies and realising that im on my 1 day break yesterday anyway, I decided to jump straight onto B.
There is nothing to report tbh but maybe you all will disagree.
1) Im drinking water only now. However today I feel sick/unwell due to a big ass 3 scoop ice cream cone I had yesterday so had some coke zero today and some chocolate too which I havent in a while.
2) I have been exercising for a couple of days and I now wont until I feel better but im doing something otherwise in that area.
3) I am growing a beard. Dont have great growth but im doing it to look more alpha.
4) Im getting absolutely nothing though from girls as of yet. No matter how often I look out for IOIs im getting and noticing nothing. The last things I got as far as im concerned were IOIs were from fight girl leaning and holding me as we watched a movie at the house party 2-3weeks ago and the other was from potsgirl being on the phone to me for 2hrs.
5) I havent fapped for 56days
6) Desire for porn has greatly reduced if not gone. I mean I dont actually give a shit about porn so much but I am going on the swingers dating site to chat to anyone - it has pics of naked women but honestly I look at them and get no arousal at all.
7) My dick feels dead - literally like a floppy dead snake, and has done now for a while which has worried me but yesterday it did get almost hard to hard for no reason so im glad it can still wake up if need to.
thats all for now.
Also I dont actually have time to do 2loops. I had hoped I could but with exams looming closer and stuff I just dont have 2hours to give to sit down with headphones in my day.
So 1 loop it is.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
