04-19-2018, 12:24 PM
(04-19-2018, 08:34 AM)DavisMind91 Wrote: Stage 5, Day 32:
Finally got through stage 5, right now I'm just letting all the info digest and assimilate into my subconscious. Ever since last night, I've been feeling more assertive, calm, relaxed, collected, composed, carefree, confident, cool, courageous, joyful, light, smooth and happy. The types of thoughts that usually bother me and arouse physical, mental and emotional stress have no effect on me. Even when bringing up negative events from my past, I no longer feel any negativity associated with many of the events.
I'll admit, all this positivity snuck up on me. For a while last night, I actually felt a huge sense of perpetual bliss. I never realized until last night and this morning, how even something like typing on my keyboard at work triggered subtle stress within me, and now....nothing. On the way to work, there was a woman with her boyfriend who stared at me, when I met her gaze, she held for a couple seconds and then looked away smiling. I chuckled a little and even smiled for about a minute afterward. Looks from women today are abundant to say the least, and I'm staring right back at them. I'm guessing because of my breakthrough, I'm emitting all the auras at a whole new level.
My self-control has also seemed to have reached a new level, all of this before stage 6 too. One more month of AM6 to go, at least with the core programming, then I'll be doing the refresher stage for at least one month, even though my original plan was three months. I'll be evaluating where I'm at by the end of the first 32 days of stage 7.
This is your first run of AM6? I haven't read your entire journal yet