Couple of minutes this morning, "A" suddenly send a snapchat. I dont know why it triggers me so much, other then that on 3.1 she wanted my D, yet I became sort of to involved into it. Her out of the blue contacting me again after such a long time, running my loop with her contacting me, it seems to be no coincidence. I have a sense its DMSI and shell end up cuming and drooling on my D.
Pretty much when driving today, I literally blurred out "im scared". Its never been this clear and upfront and feels like this is pushed to the forefront almost out of my body.
Now, Im having a headache going on. Im having several coping mechanisms coming up to not have to face this fear which are magnified. Ill be coming out glorious in the end but still, its the worse of time when A snaps me. Or its perfect confronting and facing this.
Edit: Im starting to shift to the mindset of being an absolute boss. Like, an mix of idgaf and women blended in. An shift in outlook and lifestyle. Had this blond assistent girl and she went directly submissive and beamed a smile. Hers did set in an realisation of women getting moist by my presence. It gives an relief of burden. Rather knowing instinctively. Good stuff. Also, the uproar of DMSI A has caused a flip, so the snap aint a concern. It directly confronts me. Unattached so to say, like easy handling but steering sexual.
Pretty much when driving today, I literally blurred out "im scared". Its never been this clear and upfront and feels like this is pushed to the forefront almost out of my body.
Now, Im having a headache going on. Im having several coping mechanisms coming up to not have to face this fear which are magnified. Ill be coming out glorious in the end but still, its the worse of time when A snaps me. Or its perfect confronting and facing this.
Edit: Im starting to shift to the mindset of being an absolute boss. Like, an mix of idgaf and women blended in. An shift in outlook and lifestyle. Had this blond assistent girl and she went directly submissive and beamed a smile. Hers did set in an realisation of women getting moist by my presence. It gives an relief of burden. Rather knowing instinctively. Good stuff. Also, the uproar of DMSI A has caused a flip, so the snap aint a concern. It directly confronts me. Unattached so to say, like easy handling but steering sexual.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
