04-15-2018, 09:06 AM
Day 53 (Day 20 of A)
I was supposed to see the girl that I was on day 37. There was mutual attraction. However the night before, she flaked, saying she wasn't feeling well. By this time she already flaked twice. I wasn't having it, I just said "Hey it seems like you're somebody who cancels a lot and don't appreciate it when someone already set aside his time for you. So we're not going to be a good match. Have fun." I'm not going to put up with it, especially when I think about the Europe trip that I will be going in June and the hot girls that I will be meeting.
In the afternoon I met a girl from CMB. I felt she could be quite attractive but she was already poisoned by the whole Singapore dating mentality of girls not having to do anything and just being lazy. I mean, she just told me she wants to be a tai tai, which basically rich housewife who just sits around all day and spends money. I basically stopped seeing her as a potential then and just extracted all the value I could out of that interaction. She's quite well traveled so I asked about her travel experiences in Europe.
In the evening I met my main FWB. We had to meet outside since my parents are in. She treated me for steak since she had a big paycheck last month. She also gave me a sports t shirt for me to wear when she invites me out for badminton with her colleagues. I felt quite touched by it. After the meal I thought I should lead her to a hotel. I thought about just asking her straight up, like hey let's open a room, but I couldn't bear to do it. Some part of me is still resistant to that idea. Walked around, made out a bit, walked in the direction of the hotel, she followed without fuss. Went in the hotel, she was surprised but went in. Proceeded as usual, f*cked her long and hard. Came early though. She paid me compliments as usual. After that while walking back I talked to her about why men cheat, sex dolls, meaning of life and such. I liked that I could be more open with her now. I felt that if I have to settle for this girl in the long term, it might not be so bad.
I was supposed to see the girl that I was on day 37. There was mutual attraction. However the night before, she flaked, saying she wasn't feeling well. By this time she already flaked twice. I wasn't having it, I just said "Hey it seems like you're somebody who cancels a lot and don't appreciate it when someone already set aside his time for you. So we're not going to be a good match. Have fun." I'm not going to put up with it, especially when I think about the Europe trip that I will be going in June and the hot girls that I will be meeting.
In the afternoon I met a girl from CMB. I felt she could be quite attractive but she was already poisoned by the whole Singapore dating mentality of girls not having to do anything and just being lazy. I mean, she just told me she wants to be a tai tai, which basically rich housewife who just sits around all day and spends money. I basically stopped seeing her as a potential then and just extracted all the value I could out of that interaction. She's quite well traveled so I asked about her travel experiences in Europe.
In the evening I met my main FWB. We had to meet outside since my parents are in. She treated me for steak since she had a big paycheck last month. She also gave me a sports t shirt for me to wear when she invites me out for badminton with her colleagues. I felt quite touched by it. After the meal I thought I should lead her to a hotel. I thought about just asking her straight up, like hey let's open a room, but I couldn't bear to do it. Some part of me is still resistant to that idea. Walked around, made out a bit, walked in the direction of the hotel, she followed without fuss. Went in the hotel, she was surprised but went in. Proceeded as usual, f*cked her long and hard. Came early though. She paid me compliments as usual. After that while walking back I talked to her about why men cheat, sex dolls, meaning of life and such. I liked that I could be more open with her now. I felt that if I have to settle for this girl in the long term, it might not be so bad.
