04-15-2018, 12:13 AM
The healing seems to continue after stopping as in the last few days I have had fear related dreams. One of them was also sexual related but can't remember details. The last one I remember was about some alien beings trying to turn human into alien by toching them. The process seemed similar to what Agent Smith did to Neo in Matrix 2. But I could resist the transformation process and so I saved myself and the president, lol. Still, it was hard to resist and there was some fear that I can't make it.
On other note I noticed that my fear of spiders decreased noticeable on DMSI 3.2. Saying this I need to point out that it already happened on 3.2 B(!) but it seemed even to improve further. I had this fear all my life long and it went so far that I turned off image loading in my browser when I knew a website could contain a picture of a spider. Two days ago I was at a website with a really big picture of a spider with all the details and I really took a long look at the picture as I wanted to see all the details. I even had a thought of going to a spider exhibition. This would have been completely unthinkable before. Not saying I am completely comfortable but in comparison to before it is an immense improvement. So I don't know what spiders have to do with getting laid but I am glad it was taken care of.
I still want to write some thoughts I had about DMSI but didn't have much time until now. I hope I can do it in the next few days.
On other note I noticed that my fear of spiders decreased noticeable on DMSI 3.2. Saying this I need to point out that it already happened on 3.2 B(!) but it seemed even to improve further. I had this fear all my life long and it went so far that I turned off image loading in my browser when I knew a website could contain a picture of a spider. Two days ago I was at a website with a really big picture of a spider with all the details and I really took a long look at the picture as I wanted to see all the details. I even had a thought of going to a spider exhibition. This would have been completely unthinkable before. Not saying I am completely comfortable but in comparison to before it is an immense improvement. So I don't know what spiders have to do with getting laid but I am glad it was taken care of.
I still want to write some thoughts I had about DMSI but didn't have much time until now. I hope I can do it in the next few days.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
