Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Benjamin]

My desire for sex on 3.2A is completely gone. I'll wake up with rock hard erections and get extremely horny when half asleep or dozing, but while awake zero desire

I can relate to that. I like A very much but sex is pretty low in my list of priority as I listen to A...

It is kinda a relief since with B it was a constant obsession... While on B, it was almost like I was possessed by some sex god or something...

Yeah, my sex drive is almost zero. I mean I still am checking girls out and attracted to them, but I haven't even been waking up with hardons like I was regularly when I was doing Tantra which I stopped for DMSI.

I did have 2 wet dreams a few nights ago but that's about it. Through the day i'm not getting horny or anything.

But in saying that, some of my horniness before was from fantasizing all kinds of things, so it would make sense that there's less of it because it's cut down fantasizing. But it's not just that, it seems like some kind of reversal seeing it's so low.

I don't like the obsessive feeling, would rather be relaxed about it. To me that is the proper mindset, yes you're still attracted, want and like sex but it's not an obsession, and you can just go for it in a relaxed way instead of obsessing about it. Hopefully that's the mindset that the healing is developing.