04-09-2018, 09:25 AM
So today after only two days of listening I again start to feel like burning out and again slept only for about 3,5 hours and feel completely exhausted. The resistance seem too strong to be handled in long term. There also some good things, like the girl in the train stating that it got really hot suddendly and started to take off some clothes after I entered the train while the guy she was with didn't notice any heat (and the other people also stayed full clothed). Or the teenie on my way back in the bus where I definitely noticed the aura and also IOI's from her. Or the people who were greeting me without knowing me. So, again, something seem to happen but the price is extremely high at this time and I am pretty much running on emergency power.
This makes me think again about running AM and trying DMSI in Fall again, where 3.4 should be most likely out there which should also handle resistance more efficient. The positive thing about AM is that I would be running a sub which definitely worked for me and provided only a degree of resistance which I could handle and I also don't know for how long I can handle DMSI anyway.
The negative thing would be that I could miss some growth due to the advanced technology in DMSI as well as opportunities for sex. I mean AM gave me a lot of attraction on my first run but I didn't have sex on my run. Would it change with another run? I don't know, and I really don't know what the right thing to do at this time.
One thing more worth to mention is that it seems like my fear isn't only related to women but to people in general. Women are just the intensification of the problem. So far for now.
This makes me think again about running AM and trying DMSI in Fall again, where 3.4 should be most likely out there which should also handle resistance more efficient. The positive thing about AM is that I would be running a sub which definitely worked for me and provided only a degree of resistance which I could handle and I also don't know for how long I can handle DMSI anyway.
The negative thing would be that I could miss some growth due to the advanced technology in DMSI as well as opportunities for sex. I mean AM gave me a lot of attraction on my first run but I didn't have sex on my run. Would it change with another run? I don't know, and I really don't know what the right thing to do at this time.
One thing more worth to mention is that it seems like my fear isn't only related to women but to people in general. Women are just the intensification of the problem. So far for now.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
