DMSI 3.2 - B and A

[Shawn]

I'm not against porn and masturbation. I am very much against intentionally using them to derail DMSI as an escape route, consciously or subconsciously. Which is why we have them targeted in The Wall. There is a huge difference between "some guys get laid while masturbating to porn" and "some guys use porn and masturbation to avoid getting to the goals of DMSI". Sadly, the logic of that is not readily apparent to everyone.

If you want to achieve the goals of DMSI, you don't fight for your right to masturbate to porn. You use that energy to motivate achieving the goals of DMSI instead. Just sayin.

I don't necessarily see a contradiction in wanting to reach DMSI goals and still wanting to masturbate. But I think one of the reasons I am against this module is the fact that until now masturbation was the only reliable way to experience sexual satisfaction in my life (escorts are too expensive for regular use) and now you want to take even this away with the script. And there is still no guarantee (and probably will never be) that I will execute one day fully and have an abundance of women in my life and therefore don't need to masturbate anymore.

What would you do if DMSI didn't exist?

Well, before the idea of AOSI/DMSI was invented I was running E2 and had plans to do my second AM run after that (these were plans for Fall 2016). And then come DMSI and it was interesting enough to stay... So to answer your question if DMSI never came out I would have already done my second AM run and either SM, WM or my third AM run after that. And if it didn't help then I would have run MYP after that, because I have run it two times (first the 4G version, second time 5G) and both times I ended up almost having sex with (the same!) girl but both times I managed to sabotage the situation in an absolute ridiculous way (second time even worse than the first time). So I guess this would be my best bet for me reaching my goal. I think this would be also good as I could not only gain sex experience but also socializing/communicate with someone on an intimate level. Well, I also had on SM once a bulletproof chance to have sex but I wasn't attracted to this girl so I didn't. Would I had reach my goal with this strategy? I don't know and I guess we won't find out, unless Shannon invents a sub to communicate with someone from a parallel universe, lol.