A war is going on against all limitations with me. Like, head on, sacrifice. Its obliteration and I take it all. Its met with agression, anger, insight and clarity. Its an ongoing snowball effect, almost watching an shattering. Surely im altered right now. I watch all burn. This is an re-occuring theme and im moving in darker and unknown territory Its pretty much an forced march, no, not even that. Its reclaiming my seat as a creator in purest most clearest sense. Like all is tackled head on, fearless like some onslaught.
This morning I felt again something. I decided to welcome it. Almost invited it. Next was an falling into deep trance and an panic attack surfaced. I wonder how much im holding back.
The aura is heating up like mad in my hands. In the open Im calm, absent of any tension at all and highly present. I look still at times for clue yet IDGAF really and im pretty indifferent to it.
This total sacrifice is now ongoing. Im willing to lay it all down.
Embracing the unknown at all, giving an weirdly sense of peace and calmth. Its not even funny how hard the aura is heating right now, how ecstatic I wholly am. Its like massive vulnerability, revelation at this point and it goes really deep. Like, deeper and deeper at this point. Toral transformative process. Like an inner voice is directly influencing me now, and breaking me apart. I cant put it into words yet it huge and right. Shedding many layers.
Its an ongoing mantra almost that fuells me. "Push through, push through, push through" like a blind savage
Im also hella expressive at this point. Like very aware of "where attention goes, energy flows" pretty much self confident and sure in expression and backing it up. Motivated and relief finding in doing so.
Trust the process and welcome transformation.
This morning I felt again something. I decided to welcome it. Almost invited it. Next was an falling into deep trance and an panic attack surfaced. I wonder how much im holding back.
The aura is heating up like mad in my hands. In the open Im calm, absent of any tension at all and highly present. I look still at times for clue yet IDGAF really and im pretty indifferent to it.
This total sacrifice is now ongoing. Im willing to lay it all down.
Embracing the unknown at all, giving an weirdly sense of peace and calmth. Its not even funny how hard the aura is heating right now, how ecstatic I wholly am. Its like massive vulnerability, revelation at this point and it goes really deep. Like, deeper and deeper at this point. Toral transformative process. Like an inner voice is directly influencing me now, and breaking me apart. I cant put it into words yet it huge and right. Shedding many layers.
Its an ongoing mantra almost that fuells me. "Push through, push through, push through" like a blind savage
Im also hella expressive at this point. Like very aware of "where attention goes, energy flows" pretty much self confident and sure in expression and backing it up. Motivated and relief finding in doing so.
Trust the process and welcome transformation.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
