04-06-2018, 06:22 PM
Friday 6th April 2018 - (42-2.3A) - 2nd cycle, 3rd Day
Time: 5.12am on Saturday 7th.
Listening to loop as I type this update.
Yesterday forgot to mention this.
Went to the bank, as I came out I made eye contact with a girl (think she may have been a bank staff) anyway she and eye looked into eachothers eyes and I kept them there and she smiled, the kind where ive reached inside her unexpectedly lol. She walked past and I continued on my way.
Today
Woke around 1-2pm and had shower and met my friend at 3.30pm
We were gnna play some pool and eat out.
We chilled at this, went to play pool and then went to a mall to eat.
Nothing happened and then we decided to go to a strip club, so came to my area and went for a walk in the rain and I ended up taking some cool scenic snapchats.
We then came to mine, chilled and went to the strip club.
The girls were nice and he recommended I get a private dance so I did. I asked her if I could suck her tits and feel her all over and she was cool about it and she was very energetic so I went all out and gave it to her like I was some fucking stallion. Her collegues at the other end were staring at us lol. I could suck her tits cos she was moving so much but then she stopped, was sweating and sat with me until I paid her.
We chilled there some more and my friend got a dance.
I didnt once get an erection. It was nice but it wasnt a turn on. Unsure if this is DMSI or not, anyone know?
I could have taken a hottie home for a paid fuck, but I didnt cos I dont want to ejaculate for some escort/hired gun and lose the effect of DMSI.
If I come its cos a girl wants to fuck me without me paying as is per DMSI, not cos I simply went out looking for it. It also was easy cos I wasnt holding a hardon in my pants.
I did however want to go to a club and kiss a girl. I just wanted to kiss a girl cos yes im thinking alot about PotsGirl :/
So we finally ended up in a club and we danced and I got a mild cramp but not kissing or IOIs. My friend went to a girl and got chatting to her and then eventually her female friend cockblocked him.
I asked him what he did he said he just said hello and chatted shit. So as we were leaving I went to chat shit with a girl I thought was nice but he could tell she wasnt interested so we left.
Im now home and even at 5am, have placed my headphones on and im listening to DMSI.
I really want to change myself, I want to get more fit, more disciplined and make it easy to chat to girls and have then approach me as is the purpose of DMSI but I realise im so far away from this goal
As we left this club he asked a mixed group for a cig and then got chatting to them. The girl was hot but I just wasnt in the mood to try and talk to them even though I did out of politeness.
Eventually we found a taxi and voila im home.
I came home, got my headphones on and started to look at online adverts for local escorts, but im just bored, and not horny and wont call anyone cos im staying loyal to DMSI so it can work on me and for me.
My personal trainer is gnna hopefully call me tomorrow so I can ask more about the macros, as theres a little confusion for me with this.
42 days of no fap.
Time: 5.12am on Saturday 7th.
Listening to loop as I type this update.
Yesterday forgot to mention this.
Went to the bank, as I came out I made eye contact with a girl (think she may have been a bank staff) anyway she and eye looked into eachothers eyes and I kept them there and she smiled, the kind where ive reached inside her unexpectedly lol. She walked past and I continued on my way.
Today
Woke around 1-2pm and had shower and met my friend at 3.30pm
We were gnna play some pool and eat out.
We chilled at this, went to play pool and then went to a mall to eat.
Nothing happened and then we decided to go to a strip club, so came to my area and went for a walk in the rain and I ended up taking some cool scenic snapchats.
We then came to mine, chilled and went to the strip club.
The girls were nice and he recommended I get a private dance so I did. I asked her if I could suck her tits and feel her all over and she was cool about it and she was very energetic so I went all out and gave it to her like I was some fucking stallion. Her collegues at the other end were staring at us lol. I could suck her tits cos she was moving so much but then she stopped, was sweating and sat with me until I paid her.
We chilled there some more and my friend got a dance.
I didnt once get an erection. It was nice but it wasnt a turn on. Unsure if this is DMSI or not, anyone know?
I could have taken a hottie home for a paid fuck, but I didnt cos I dont want to ejaculate for some escort/hired gun and lose the effect of DMSI.
If I come its cos a girl wants to fuck me without me paying as is per DMSI, not cos I simply went out looking for it. It also was easy cos I wasnt holding a hardon in my pants.
I did however want to go to a club and kiss a girl. I just wanted to kiss a girl cos yes im thinking alot about PotsGirl :/
So we finally ended up in a club and we danced and I got a mild cramp but not kissing or IOIs. My friend went to a girl and got chatting to her and then eventually her female friend cockblocked him.
I asked him what he did he said he just said hello and chatted shit. So as we were leaving I went to chat shit with a girl I thought was nice but he could tell she wasnt interested so we left.
Im now home and even at 5am, have placed my headphones on and im listening to DMSI.
I really want to change myself, I want to get more fit, more disciplined and make it easy to chat to girls and have then approach me as is the purpose of DMSI but I realise im so far away from this goal
As we left this club he asked a mixed group for a cig and then got chatting to them. The girl was hot but I just wasnt in the mood to try and talk to them even though I did out of politeness.
Eventually we found a taxi and voila im home.
I came home, got my headphones on and started to look at online adverts for local escorts, but im just bored, and not horny and wont call anyone cos im staying loyal to DMSI so it can work on me and for me.
My personal trainer is gnna hopefully call me tomorrow so I can ask more about the macros, as theres a little confusion for me with this.
42 days of no fap.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
