Major breakthrough (confirmed)
Long story short, me and that escort chick I like (Kat) were texting and got into a little discussion about her escorting and she mentioned something about not wanting a relationship of any type & only no strings attatched. She wasn't saying it directly to / about me but indirectly I felt like she was, because earlier in the discussion i made it seem like i want her to be my GF because of something I said (nothing direct or stupid but gave off the vibe that I like her in that way)..
Anyways, I basically told her she's not for me then because "I was looking to build something more then just sex between us. But your not interested in any type of relationship so thats fine.. you do you and imma do me"
she responded "To be quiet honest you are one of the only clients (guys) I've ever actually been attracted too.."
I responded 30 minutes later basically telling her why should I waste my time on her when there are other women I have who will appreciate me"
but she said "but you didn't let me finish because I was interuptted"
Meaning that she was going to say something else, i waited 30 minutes so i didn't think more was to be said. But anyways
I realized I don't want to give up or ruin my chances with her for stupid reasons.
Here is the break through ( I called her)
I felt like I had this breakthrough already and mentioned it when I called that other escort chick, the 29 year old. But i'm not attracted to that one)
But i called this chick who I actually am attracted too, and i was able to comftorable on the phone, make her laugh and also FIX the relationship and set up a date for next week.
Shes also mentiojning how funny I am now over text and called me "cutie
" and showing interest in other ways now (again).
The breakthrough is the fact tha I was able to call her despite being so attracted to her, I COULD NEVER CALL CHICKS BEFORE. IT WAS MY BIGGEST STICKING POINT.
I never ever called chicks, only texted because the few times that I did when I was first learning to deal with women when i was in grade 11, i BOMBED so bad, it crippled me and made me fear even more.
this is a major breakthrough for me, my biggest sticking point being destroyed.
I have date now and fixed everything, I asked her on the phone to meet up with me in person right now to talk face to face. And she was really considering it and asked her boss if she can leave work for 30 minutes and she couldn't.
I think the fact that I was going to meet up with her and talk to her face to face and also the fact that I called her, showed her that i actually like her and am a serious man, put me in her mind again, because its been 4 weeks since i banged her / got her number and I haven't asked her out just been saying i'm busy, for certain reasons I couldn't go out with her just then. But next thursday is perfect timing.
Cheers to breakthroughs, DMSI and SHANNON & the power of self development.
I just realized I actually called her twice, initially we spoke for a quick 2 minutes, then 2 minutes again 10 minutes later. I had actually forgot about that. My anxiety is so low that I forgot the 2nd call. I felt so natural like autopilot when calling her, no anxiety surfaced.
Long story short, me and that escort chick I like (Kat) were texting and got into a little discussion about her escorting and she mentioned something about not wanting a relationship of any type & only no strings attatched. She wasn't saying it directly to / about me but indirectly I felt like she was, because earlier in the discussion i made it seem like i want her to be my GF because of something I said (nothing direct or stupid but gave off the vibe that I like her in that way)..
Anyways, I basically told her she's not for me then because "I was looking to build something more then just sex between us. But your not interested in any type of relationship so thats fine.. you do you and imma do me"
she responded "To be quiet honest you are one of the only clients (guys) I've ever actually been attracted too.."
I responded 30 minutes later basically telling her why should I waste my time on her when there are other women I have who will appreciate me"
but she said "but you didn't let me finish because I was interuptted"
Meaning that she was going to say something else, i waited 30 minutes so i didn't think more was to be said. But anyways
I realized I don't want to give up or ruin my chances with her for stupid reasons.
Here is the break through ( I called her)
I felt like I had this breakthrough already and mentioned it when I called that other escort chick, the 29 year old. But i'm not attracted to that one)
But i called this chick who I actually am attracted too, and i was able to comftorable on the phone, make her laugh and also FIX the relationship and set up a date for next week.
Shes also mentiojning how funny I am now over text and called me "cutie
" and showing interest in other ways now (again). The breakthrough is the fact tha I was able to call her despite being so attracted to her, I COULD NEVER CALL CHICKS BEFORE. IT WAS MY BIGGEST STICKING POINT.
I never ever called chicks, only texted because the few times that I did when I was first learning to deal with women when i was in grade 11, i BOMBED so bad, it crippled me and made me fear even more.
this is a major breakthrough for me, my biggest sticking point being destroyed.
I have date now and fixed everything, I asked her on the phone to meet up with me in person right now to talk face to face. And she was really considering it and asked her boss if she can leave work for 30 minutes and she couldn't.
I think the fact that I was going to meet up with her and talk to her face to face and also the fact that I called her, showed her that i actually like her and am a serious man, put me in her mind again, because its been 4 weeks since i banged her / got her number and I haven't asked her out just been saying i'm busy, for certain reasons I couldn't go out with her just then. But next thursday is perfect timing.
Cheers to breakthroughs, DMSI and SHANNON & the power of self development.
I just realized I actually called her twice, initially we spoke for a quick 2 minutes, then 2 minutes again 10 minutes later. I had actually forgot about that. My anxiety is so low that I forgot the 2nd call. I felt so natural like autopilot when calling her, no anxiety surfaced.
