Thursday 5th April 2018 - (41-2.2A) - 2nd cycle, 2nd Day
Time: 2.45am on Friday 6th.
Listening to loop as I type this update.
No fap for 41 days
Desire to go on to adult sites reduced (swinger dating site or porn site and even facebook)
I may flash on there to see if I have any messages but overall desire had gone alot.
Desire for sex may have gone too but unsure.
I felt confidence yesterday at the restaurant. I didnt express this but i felt i walked at times as if I had a rhymth, a sway, an attitude and I was totally loving myself.
I came across videos that were about IOIs from girls as well as no fap benefits from Youtube and well confidence and hair growth as well as penis growth are some benefits from no fapping but no idea as yet if I ever got any IOIs from anyone including PotsGirl.
She hasnt messaged me at all today and I havent messaged her so im feeling that shes just not into me as I am into her
I have drank around 2-2.5Litres of water today then drank some tea and also coke zero.
I am sleeping very late and waking late which is a real shame.
I am going to see another friend tomorrow to play some pool and have some food so ill snapchat that which potsgirl is on but doubt she'll be in touch or want to find a way to contact me.
nothing more to report.
1 more thing, potsgirl I kinda left the communication open for her to contact me back. She hasnt. Just wanted to put that out there.
I really want to fix myself, I have 1 week now off from uni. I need to fix myself after I see my friend tomorrow, from sleep and other things.
Time: 2.45am on Friday 6th.
Listening to loop as I type this update.
No fap for 41 days
Desire to go on to adult sites reduced (swinger dating site or porn site and even facebook)
I may flash on there to see if I have any messages but overall desire had gone alot.
Desire for sex may have gone too but unsure.
I felt confidence yesterday at the restaurant. I didnt express this but i felt i walked at times as if I had a rhymth, a sway, an attitude and I was totally loving myself.
I came across videos that were about IOIs from girls as well as no fap benefits from Youtube and well confidence and hair growth as well as penis growth are some benefits from no fapping but no idea as yet if I ever got any IOIs from anyone including PotsGirl.
She hasnt messaged me at all today and I havent messaged her so im feeling that shes just not into me as I am into her
I have drank around 2-2.5Litres of water today then drank some tea and also coke zero.
I am sleeping very late and waking late which is a real shame.
I am going to see another friend tomorrow to play some pool and have some food so ill snapchat that which potsgirl is on but doubt she'll be in touch or want to find a way to contact me.
nothing more to report.
1 more thing, potsgirl I kinda left the communication open for her to contact me back. She hasnt. Just wanted to put that out there.
I really want to fix myself, I have 1 week now off from uni. I need to fix myself after I see my friend tomorrow, from sleep and other things.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
