Day 3.8
Four loops US A over speakers.
Ok, I decided to switch to A. Nothing much was happening on B that I could see. And yes, I listened to my gut and went for four loops. I'm sure that Shannon will tell me if that's too much, but will probably be interested to see if it works.
Felt a bit groggy this morning, but that's all.
I'm still pretty flirty with my minor celeb client. I'm finding it increasingly difficult not to touch her / stroke an arm seductively / kiss her etc. Possibly because I'm horny through not fapping! I also think that we are probably slightly in love with each other (genuinely).
I've only got one other person I find attractive at the moment; a co worker. She's not into me.
Both of these women are in committed long term relationships and I've known them both for a long time.
I see other attractive women around, but I'm largely disinterested. I haven't seen anyone who has wowed me in a long time.
Is my resistance removing all possible sniper targets.... only allowing me to be attracted to married women and ignoring single women? That's an effective defence.
I did another weigh in and have lost that bonus 2kg of 'fat'. I guess it was just a blip. I'm struggling to lose the last few pounds though, to get super lean.
Four loops US A over speakers.
Ok, I decided to switch to A. Nothing much was happening on B that I could see. And yes, I listened to my gut and went for four loops. I'm sure that Shannon will tell me if that's too much, but will probably be interested to see if it works.
Felt a bit groggy this morning, but that's all.
I'm still pretty flirty with my minor celeb client. I'm finding it increasingly difficult not to touch her / stroke an arm seductively / kiss her etc. Possibly because I'm horny through not fapping! I also think that we are probably slightly in love with each other (genuinely).
I've only got one other person I find attractive at the moment; a co worker. She's not into me.
Both of these women are in committed long term relationships and I've known them both for a long time.
I see other attractive women around, but I'm largely disinterested. I haven't seen anyone who has wowed me in a long time.
Is my resistance removing all possible sniper targets.... only allowing me to be attracted to married women and ignoring single women? That's an effective defence.
I did another weigh in and have lost that bonus 2kg of 'fat'. I guess it was just a blip. I'm struggling to lose the last few pounds though, to get super lean.
Fear Is The Mind-killer
