03-31-2018, 09:26 PM
(08-10-2017, 06:25 AM)SexyMofo Wrote: Hey Mal'Guth how are you? I can relate to your situation with your Ex. We both share almost the same situation. But unlike you, it happened before starting my AM 6.0 run. I regressed from my previous runs of Alpha. I'm not quite sure why it happened though. So situation really hit me hard and it has definitely damaged my pride as a man. That's why instead of running SM 3.0 just for some ego boosting, I opted to do a full run of AM 6.0. Hope to hear an update from you soon bro.
All the best,
Mofo
Brother I'm sorry for the pain you would have went through dealing with that. However after much time has passed, I'm sure you can see how beneficial pain is to the development of a man.
Pain and struggle shape us. From suffering we gain strength. IF we can overcome it. Not all men can. 3 of my uncles cannot and they are subhumans.
Man I would just run AM forever. Sex game, real game. That shit can be learned. AM boosts your ability in both. The thing I like about it, is that even if I have an unproductive day, when I go to sleep that night my brain is being reconfigured and I wake up a better man.
I've been running the stage 7 maintenance for almost a year. I miss days here and there but I don't notice any negatives. I used to get mad anxiety about that. I've done 2 full runs and maintenance.
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Update.
Wow so much has changed. Can't attribute it all to AM, but with that being said it wouldn't have been possible without AM if that makes sense.
So when I first started this program I did my first year of trade school. I'll give a quick update on how drastically the dynamics changed.
First year I was the young guy with no experience and a medium amount of beta tendencies. There was this one particular girl with the tightest little ass that I would jerk off too. She was in my class and I managed to muster up a few nervous conversations with her. Nothing to write home about. In fact if I'm being honest the very firs time I talked to her my eyes watered. This was a combination of realizing I was in over my head with school (I was the least experienced and worst student in shop) and fear over talking to a 'hot' girl. Full beta disclosure guys. lol.
Anyway fast forward literally two years. I've traveled, had multiple GF's, been deeply in debt, moved out, failed at a lot of things, accomplished goals, been attacked, got in fights, trained more martial arts, continued to read, basically just lived a lot more life.
I see this girl again and wow have the tables turned. She is not even in my league. Like significantly below it. Still has that tight 10/10 ass but it doesn't matter. My mindstate has changed so much that I am now higher status than her. She is absolutely inferior to my current woman. I don't pay her much attention because there's no goal but she ends up gravitating to our 'alpha' crew. She brings a pack of beta orbiters with her as well. Guys with wives and gfs who are drooling over this sloot and throwing their jackets into puddles for her to walk on. Me and this young stud just neg her all year and call her grandma. She loves it. Shit tests me plenty of times and I pass them with ease. I can see the opportunity is there if I wanted it but I never pursue. I don't want it.
Now I'm not ragging on this girl by any means. Simply illustrating what two years of self improvement can do to a beta trying to ascend. It is absolutely possible to change who you are and bring out the better you.
My life is going great all things considered. I think I have "maxxed" out my improvement levels for now because I am turning 100% of my energy into making it financially. I spent years building a base and fixing my mind/body and as soon as everything became balanced, it's like I was blessed with higher motivation. Now I want money more than anything. I actually feel true passion. I spend hours on my project. It's all I think about. When I dream I think about, I am completely obsessed. And it feels fucking amazing.
I also think about killing myself a lot more now. One of my most power driven unique friends once told me that he thinks about it daily. I thought it was an incredibly extreme thing to say and kind of cringed. That was until I found my passion in life. Now I understand. Failing to do this makes me want to kill myself. After tasting this success I could never go back to a mediocre job again. I would rather die.
Cheers brothers I wish you all success in your paths.
Also I'm day 500 something on no fap. Do it.