Jakes DMSI 3.2B - *Closed!*

[Jake2015]

Wednesday 28th March 2018 - (33-1.2A)
Time: 4.42pm
Not listened to todays loop as yet. - Today will be day 2 of A (hence 1.2 above. 33 is the total number of days since starting DMSI).

Slept around 4am, set alarm to wake at 10am. Woke at 10am, and stayed awake by wasting time on my phone (in the hope i woke up fully) for an hour and fell back to sleep at 11am.

Woke at 2pm, fell asleep, woke maybe another time until I finally woke at 3.30pm approx.

Had my wash and sat here with a mug of hot water before I drink it.

I slept late due to not feeling good after eating some raw onions in a salad. I think I have an intolerance or allergy to raw onions that are strong and pungent. Anyway I spent the evening drinking hot tea and also eating sweet things in the hope it would fix it, and then finally just binged on more food which did help.

This morning I woke to onion in my throat feeling which isnt pleasant. I had also taken an antihistamine last night which may or may not have made me unable to wake up easily.

Anyway thats the context.

I know I had dreamed after 11am to when I woke. I think my theory is correct, that I remember dreams if i have a distrubed sleep or if I wake during the dream state or close to it.

I cannot be sure at all therefore if this is DMSI or not, as it doesnt seem to be related if my theory for why I recall dreams is correct.

Anyway the dream I remember some of which is simply that I somehow was in a car, in the back seat with 3 or 4 other fairly sexy uni students that im sure do not exist.

I was my normal friendly funny self, and they liked it especially the girl next to me however it wasnt as if she was liking it too much, it was a normal friendly she was liking it and i was making the effort.

I cant remember the rest of the dream except that I was brought home, to our old family home where I was brought up. I was embarrassed to have them see me go in there. I felt I had this reputation of being a wealthy guy and so seeing the place I was brought up and calling it home embarrassed me.

I so made an excuse that im meeting a friend somewhere around here, not sure where so ill see and we got out of the car. before we did I turned behind my seat to see 3 guy students I do know who are greek (ie regarded as foreign students to the country I student in, even though that is europe) and was surprised to see them there and said hi to them. The hi was me approaching them with an arm stretched, im sure its kinda needy and beta behaviour as thats what I felt when I woke but anyway thats how I said hi.

I tbh upon waking was surprised as to how long this car was and how in a dream it all seems normal lol

So the girls, all of them and I got out of the car. The girl that I liked that was next to me was the main one I was giving my attention to and the others were there it seemed out of politeness to see me off.

I then got the snapchat of the girl I liked. I cannot be sure if I got it in the car or there when we were stood outside, but i got it and then i hugged her friends and when it came to her it seemed as if she was unsure or shy as was i - so basically a semi awkward situation.

Hug over they got back and I proceeded on and woke.

I have no idea if there is any relevance to DMSI in this dream but you all can let me know.

Beyond this the only other thing to state is that when I was awake for an hour, I was scratching my groin and my dick did get hard and I wasnt fapping. I knew I wasnt and yet I didnt.

I am glad about this since i know that not fapping for 90+ days will benefit me as another member stated to me earlier too whose name ive forgotten as I type this, so sorry dude.

So 33 days of no fap so far.