03-28-2018, 02:48 AM
So did my 1 loop of a last night. Slept really well. I usually have anxiety about going to work the next day, but I was able to relax. While running it, it felt like large blocks of energy inside me were broken up and flowed out of my body. Despite moving ahead in life I've always felt weak. Holding onto that feeling was making me feel worse about myself. Growing up with all these mental issues, I never really got a chance to develop my mind into something that works for me. I resented myself for that a lot, but I have to give myself forgiveness because i wasn't in control of whatever circumstances caused me to be that way.
I think even if I don't get the full effects of dmsi I'll be ok with it. Right now this is what I've been missing, just feeling good about myself and taking care of myself first. Letting go of all the societal expectations put on me and just allow myself to be at peace. What's the point of attracting an abundance of sexy women if you just feel miserable inside? So far A gives me that feeling of everything being alright and that helps out my mental state a lot. It may not be as fast as B, but I'm willing to take the longer route if it gets be there.
I think even if I don't get the full effects of dmsi I'll be ok with it. Right now this is what I've been missing, just feeling good about myself and taking care of myself first. Letting go of all the societal expectations put on me and just allow myself to be at peace. What's the point of attracting an abundance of sexy women if you just feel miserable inside? So far A gives me that feeling of everything being alright and that helps out my mental state a lot. It may not be as fast as B, but I'm willing to take the longer route if it gets be there.
INFP
