03-27-2018, 02:34 AM
Either I'm experiencing the effects of A or B drilled a little deeper. Yesterday at work I was dealing with this intense fear and this feeling of almost passing out. Massive headache developed and I threw up too. It was like my body needed to shutdown and go to sleep. I'm thinking, but I'm not entirely sure, that A was dissolving some of the blocks that caused me to avoid facing fear. But once those blocks were removed there were no excuses and what I got was really intense. I think the feeling of passing out was me trying to disconnect from the sub pushing me to face my fears.
So I'm still on B for the time being. I figured I have to finish my 14 days before switching. But as far as A being gentler, not so sure about that at the moment. If this was a sort of glimpse into A or not.
So I'm still on B for the time being. I figured I have to finish my 14 days before switching. But as far as A being gentler, not so sure about that at the moment. If this was a sort of glimpse into A or not.
INFP
