03-26-2018, 02:14 PM
Stage 5, Day 8:
- Making the necessary steps to repair my credit.
- Found out something that pissed me off earlier, I honestly had more reasons to let it go than to stay angry about it. Sometimes I have to fight my ego to be mature but long-term, it's hard to deny facts when I'm angry about something. At times I find maturity a pain in the ass lol.
- I'm starting to find myself the past 2 days falling back into a cycle of feeling stagnant and worried about things in general. Not this time. Just means I need to kick things back up a notch as far as self-improvement goes. I've known this for a while but I'm the type that almost always has to have several projects going on at once in my life. Otherwise, I feel like I'm on a downward spiral.
- I've come to the realization that I'm an externally motivated individual, that I don't like. Gonna have to research to see how I can use that fact to start lighting fires under my own ass to get things done, even when I don't see the bigger picture.
- Making the necessary steps to repair my credit.
- Found out something that pissed me off earlier, I honestly had more reasons to let it go than to stay angry about it. Sometimes I have to fight my ego to be mature but long-term, it's hard to deny facts when I'm angry about something. At times I find maturity a pain in the ass lol.
- I'm starting to find myself the past 2 days falling back into a cycle of feeling stagnant and worried about things in general. Not this time. Just means I need to kick things back up a notch as far as self-improvement goes. I've known this for a while but I'm the type that almost always has to have several projects going on at once in my life. Otherwise, I feel like I'm on a downward spiral.
- I've come to the realization that I'm an externally motivated individual, that I don't like. Gonna have to research to see how I can use that fact to start lighting fires under my own ass to get things done, even when I don't see the bigger picture.
