03-25-2018, 12:19 AM
I had my break yesterday. I was feeling a bit of depression and even my colleagues felt it and told me so. I am more commanding at work and show leadership traits.
I woke up this morning crying deep deep for no obvious conscious reasons.it
Yesterday I had also some anger surfacing and it is often the same situation I am reminded of.
Strong urge to read a lot.even after 8 hours of work I drove to cafe and was reading a book on mastery.
I also did my languages exercises.
The date with N will be postponed after Easter.she is keen on meeting me and I have a feeling this is going to be another rose to smell.she looks great and it would be a major upgrade on the quality of women I meet.
Porn and fap are irrelevant in my life. Not me.
My anxiety levels are the lowest ever. I handeled a family situation that was causing lot of anxiety before with a lot of calm and serenity.
Urge to support fellows here on the forum when I see that they are trying to derail themselves but no need to argue or discuss. Just add some positive value, take it or leave it. All positive.
Sleep very deep and wake up just before my alarm goes off.
I woke up this morning crying deep deep for no obvious conscious reasons.it
Yesterday I had also some anger surfacing and it is often the same situation I am reminded of.
Strong urge to read a lot.even after 8 hours of work I drove to cafe and was reading a book on mastery.
I also did my languages exercises.
The date with N will be postponed after Easter.she is keen on meeting me and I have a feeling this is going to be another rose to smell.she looks great and it would be a major upgrade on the quality of women I meet.
Porn and fap are irrelevant in my life. Not me.
My anxiety levels are the lowest ever. I handeled a family situation that was causing lot of anxiety before with a lot of calm and serenity.
Urge to support fellows here on the forum when I see that they are trying to derail themselves but no need to argue or discuss. Just add some positive value, take it or leave it. All positive.
Sleep very deep and wake up just before my alarm goes off.
Generally, when you start using a subliminal that seriously conflicts with something you have in your subconscious programming, the subconscious will attempt to get you to change to something else in order to escape having to change it's programming