03-22-2018, 10:15 AM
Day 27 - (2.12) - Thursday 22nd March 2018
Time: 7.24pm
Listening to loop and almost at the end of it.
So I replied to Frosted above for his kindness in helping me out and it became a lengthy post so ill continue now with my update...
So yesterday I was a little more productive. As usual im more productive late at night than I am in the day. Shannon has stated in the past to me that this is fear and the fear that causes me to procrastinate.
I am hoping that the bulldozing of DMSI will break through this eventually. That I hope is in the power of 3.2 otherwise it will have to be in 3.3 and 3.4.
That being said, what updates do I have?
Porn:
I havent fapped still and its now 27days of no masturbation (ah the loop has just finished and got a phone call so waiting for him to go so I can continue, and he wont shut up so im gnna carry on typing lol)... which is great but I am spending time on sites....
...which brings me on to PornChat Girl:
She was online this morning. I saw here online and she hadnt replied. I messaged her and we got chatting. She said her mums twin was in hospital so it kinda brought the fear of what could happen home and she had to take time off from work. She also answered me in that she sent the pic she sent me to some others on the site and others online.
Either way all I saw was someone giving me excuses but yet being chatty. Anyway she went off line and the chat is left open and hanging.
Procrastination:
Gotten worse in that I spend the day in a fog as such, I am sleepy and it could be my poor diet too.
By the evening, im energetic and ready to do something.
Loop:
Listened and didnt feel sleepy today. Is that a good thing, hope so lol
Overall: no fapping, otherwise no observable change as yet.
Time: 7.24pm
Listening to loop and almost at the end of it.
So I replied to Frosted above for his kindness in helping me out and it became a lengthy post so ill continue now with my update...
So yesterday I was a little more productive. As usual im more productive late at night than I am in the day. Shannon has stated in the past to me that this is fear and the fear that causes me to procrastinate.
I am hoping that the bulldozing of DMSI will break through this eventually. That I hope is in the power of 3.2 otherwise it will have to be in 3.3 and 3.4.
That being said, what updates do I have?
Porn:
I havent fapped still and its now 27days of no masturbation (ah the loop has just finished and got a phone call so waiting for him to go so I can continue, and he wont shut up so im gnna carry on typing lol)... which is great but I am spending time on sites....
...which brings me on to PornChat Girl:
She was online this morning. I saw here online and she hadnt replied. I messaged her and we got chatting. She said her mums twin was in hospital so it kinda brought the fear of what could happen home and she had to take time off from work. She also answered me in that she sent the pic she sent me to some others on the site and others online.
Either way all I saw was someone giving me excuses but yet being chatty. Anyway she went off line and the chat is left open and hanging.
Procrastination:
Gotten worse in that I spend the day in a fog as such, I am sleepy and it could be my poor diet too.
By the evening, im energetic and ready to do something.
Loop:
Listened and didnt feel sleepy today. Is that a good thing, hope so lol
Overall: no fapping, otherwise no observable change as yet.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
