Does anyone actually know where Shannon is? Is he moping around because I said DMSI B is futile? Snap out of it, we got testing to do! I notice the forum is also stagnating and people are beating dead horses and asking the same questions. Blah, blah blah, blah blah...
I've noticed I'm getting more vascular which is just plain freaky. No other reports. My malcontents have increased. All I have is disdain for the women I see out in their sexualized outfits pretty much oblivious to the world. It's like there is a block because no way am I interacting with them and no way am I going out of my way. Nuh uh. I've been sissified it seems. Some guys are getting predatory stares from chicks, that's not success. Idk man these chicks need to find a personality or learn how to flirt or acknowledge men. I won't approach unless given clear invitations, even then, patience waning.
Only possible cure I see is the much needed deservedness programming. Yeah, if I'm convinced I deserve that hot peice of ass I might actually go for it. That would insinuate boldness which is enough to get the message through of "ooo I'm high value". At this point I can only hope to clear out traumas. I've accumulated lots of psychological trauma in my troll wars. They used weaponized memes, not like the memes on this forum which are baby memes totally nonthreatening. I have to root out a lot of embedded commands like "you will never have X ( positive experience)" or "how does it make you feel that X (extremely negative experience)". Terrible psychological warfare I've sustained. That shit was brutal. That's why I need version A.
Other than that I'm doing just fine and dandy but going out in public is like slamming my head against a brick wall and I've forgotten what it's like to geniunely socialize. Probably just need to run AM6 yet again because I know dominance gets results. Could always use more motivation and control over my environment. It's also like I've been dragged into the muck and my higher aspirations are... well, I'm sure they are somewhere.
I've noticed I'm getting more vascular which is just plain freaky. No other reports. My malcontents have increased. All I have is disdain for the women I see out in their sexualized outfits pretty much oblivious to the world. It's like there is a block because no way am I interacting with them and no way am I going out of my way. Nuh uh. I've been sissified it seems. Some guys are getting predatory stares from chicks, that's not success. Idk man these chicks need to find a personality or learn how to flirt or acknowledge men. I won't approach unless given clear invitations, even then, patience waning.
Only possible cure I see is the much needed deservedness programming. Yeah, if I'm convinced I deserve that hot peice of ass I might actually go for it. That would insinuate boldness which is enough to get the message through of "ooo I'm high value". At this point I can only hope to clear out traumas. I've accumulated lots of psychological trauma in my troll wars. They used weaponized memes, not like the memes on this forum which are baby memes totally nonthreatening. I have to root out a lot of embedded commands like "you will never have X ( positive experience)" or "how does it make you feel that X (extremely negative experience)". Terrible psychological warfare I've sustained. That shit was brutal. That's why I need version A.
Other than that I'm doing just fine and dandy but going out in public is like slamming my head against a brick wall and I've forgotten what it's like to geniunely socialize. Probably just need to run AM6 yet again because I know dominance gets results. Could always use more motivation and control over my environment. It's also like I've been dragged into the muck and my higher aspirations are... well, I'm sure they are somewhere.
