03-21-2018, 11:15 AM
Ok upon further reconsideration I think it is my conscious mind resisting. The sleepiness seems to knock it out so the subconscious has more influence. So maybe not a bad thing after all.
I have no idea if my subconscious is executing 100% or not. But it seems like I have this block where I am receiving the instructions from my subconscious but I'm refusing to execute. What's been messing me up is I keep expecting the subconscious to do everything and my attempts to get the conscious mind out of the way are really just me refusing to follow instructions and avoiding. All in the hopes that something or someone will come along and make the changes for me.
I've just been really running in circles here thinking it's some deep subconscious fear preventing me when actuality I just haven't been consciously allowing the changes.
I have no idea if my subconscious is executing 100% or not. But it seems like I have this block where I am receiving the instructions from my subconscious but I'm refusing to execute. What's been messing me up is I keep expecting the subconscious to do everything and my attempts to get the conscious mind out of the way are really just me refusing to follow instructions and avoiding. All in the hopes that something or someone will come along and make the changes for me.
I've just been really running in circles here thinking it's some deep subconscious fear preventing me when actuality I just haven't been consciously allowing the changes.
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