03-17-2018, 11:34 AM
(03-17-2018, 11:18 AM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: http://31.media.tumblr.com/9c01095f701ba...o1_400.gif dude sounds like your mum is toxic af, try and get out
Haha great gif. She is. No doubt. But I am still stuck at home because of being burned-out and not able to work, but I hope to be able to start to work in around 2 months, have had great progress with how I feel. As soon as I feel I can take care of myself, I'm earning some money and need to get on with my own life.
I was reading some DMSI testimonials...really interesting, maybe I'll run it some day... I just have one thing, that I don't want to change who I am to much, I have lost myself during my depression and just got myself back, and don't want to loose myself again, but feel "normal" for a while. Maybe the "core" feeling of who you are doesn't change, just your behavior... Still some fear around that, maybe someone can expand on this for me
I feel more connected to things around me as I become more connected to myself. To people, ha a great evening out yesterday, and even though I didn't socialize so much, I could feel conected to the environment around me and some people, which I have really missed. I think this is going to improve even more as I heal.
I have always had a easy time connecting with people so I miss that, it's pretty easy to get girls when you are yourself, and you get quality time from it. Being myself, has not been an opition for a really long time, but that is coming back more and more...
