03-17-2018, 08:22 AM
Day 22
Met a new girl from CMB. She didn't pass my open minded test. I always ask: are you a more open minded or conservative person? I live in a conservative country and I find more and more that I need to do this screen. Too many wasted nights on conservative girls. I am trying to find a more subtle way of screening for this, but for now I ask this every single time at some point in the conversation.
So anyway, she told me. She's half half, but more on the conservative side. I knew she'd be a bust but I just asked her out so I don't get rusty. She's quite attractive in person. However she seems quite stressed from work and not a very fun person in general. And yes, very conservative. Didn't reciprocate any of my kino at all. I felt turned off.
Day 23
Resistance. Last night when I played the loop I got really horny and fapped. Today I felt very pouty that girls are not throwing themselves at me and that I have to put in effort at all. Just being very bratty. However I calmed down eventually and I recognized that no girl owes me any attraction. I have no business expecting anything from them if I don't at least put myself out there and create good emotions. It's like expecting people to buy your product without marketing it. Felt more at peace after this realization.
Met a new girl from CMB. She didn't pass my open minded test. I always ask: are you a more open minded or conservative person? I live in a conservative country and I find more and more that I need to do this screen. Too many wasted nights on conservative girls. I am trying to find a more subtle way of screening for this, but for now I ask this every single time at some point in the conversation.
So anyway, she told me. She's half half, but more on the conservative side. I knew she'd be a bust but I just asked her out so I don't get rusty. She's quite attractive in person. However she seems quite stressed from work and not a very fun person in general. And yes, very conservative. Didn't reciprocate any of my kino at all. I felt turned off.
Day 23
Resistance. Last night when I played the loop I got really horny and fapped. Today I felt very pouty that girls are not throwing themselves at me and that I have to put in effort at all. Just being very bratty. However I calmed down eventually and I recognized that no girl owes me any attraction. I have no business expecting anything from them if I don't at least put myself out there and create good emotions. It's like expecting people to buy your product without marketing it. Felt more at peace after this realization.
