Haha alright, time for another erratic journal post since I have a habit of cramming all sorts of stuff in. I also have a habit of thinking I know better than Shannon, hence I've been doing 2 loops of DMSI and ignoring the second ASRB. It got to be too much so I took a day off to see if I could notice any bloom.
I haven't been getting out much, I guess I expect the manifestation power of 6G to drop girls from the sky but that hasn't happened yet. I am getting preferential treatment, something I have noticed, even by grumpy old ladies who used to ignore me. I'm looking good and lean in the mirror maybe losing some stubborn belly fat and could use more of a facelift. I have been aware of my facial sutures moving around especially at night but also have a background in that and have sought out holistic practices like palate widening and neurocranial restructuring in the past. Take a look at how Leonardo Dicaprio aged and how much more wide his face got even recently.
I live in the Midwest and people here are ugly, but I have been noticing some attractive girls come into my field when I do make it out. Thing is, they are always with some beta dude! Sheesh! One today was super fine, some college thot in leggings where we had some good eye contact until her chubby guy or brother arrived behind her. Another teen with some dork her age giving me the look of shame. Another one I caught out of the corner of my eye only but was enough for me to verbalize profanities about the state of her rear end. She hopped in a car with some chublord kid that I assumed was driving her to work by their conversation. What people eat around here is absolutely toxic and makes the males into a bunch of pathetic soyboys but does the exact opposite with these overdeveloped chicks. I AM PISSED. Did I mention how livid that last one made me?
Still, I won't degrade myself by using dating apps and won't go to bars or even seek out women on my own so it's a standstill. I think it's futile. Too many betas, betas everywhere to a woman's content. Too much social media. The analogy would be like me asking a girl to come out for a nice pleasant jog, but she is already running on a treadmill sweating profusely with a bunch of heart sensors and oxygen mask like the Russian in Rocky if you can imagine that. Heh.
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I haven't been getting out much, I guess I expect the manifestation power of 6G to drop girls from the sky but that hasn't happened yet. I am getting preferential treatment, something I have noticed, even by grumpy old ladies who used to ignore me. I'm looking good and lean in the mirror maybe losing some stubborn belly fat and could use more of a facelift. I have been aware of my facial sutures moving around especially at night but also have a background in that and have sought out holistic practices like palate widening and neurocranial restructuring in the past. Take a look at how Leonardo Dicaprio aged and how much more wide his face got even recently.
I live in the Midwest and people here are ugly, but I have been noticing some attractive girls come into my field when I do make it out. Thing is, they are always with some beta dude! Sheesh! One today was super fine, some college thot in leggings where we had some good eye contact until her chubby guy or brother arrived behind her. Another teen with some dork her age giving me the look of shame. Another one I caught out of the corner of my eye only but was enough for me to verbalize profanities about the state of her rear end. She hopped in a car with some chublord kid that I assumed was driving her to work by their conversation. What people eat around here is absolutely toxic and makes the males into a bunch of pathetic soyboys but does the exact opposite with these overdeveloped chicks. I AM PISSED. Did I mention how livid that last one made me?
Still, I won't degrade myself by using dating apps and won't go to bars or even seek out women on my own so it's a standstill. I think it's futile. Too many betas, betas everywhere to a woman's content. Too much social media. The analogy would be like me asking a girl to come out for a nice pleasant jog, but she is already running on a treadmill sweating profusely with a bunch of heart sensors and oxygen mask like the Russian in Rocky if you can imagine that. Heh.
[edited as per rule 4]
