03-16-2018, 06:53 AM
Stage 4, Day 30:
- My wife came over this morning seeming hesitant to file the divorce papers. She asked me twice if that’s what I really wanted. I told her yes, it’s time to rip the band-aid off.
- In the middle of the night I woke up and tried out my new headphones. Bad move, while listening to the ocean surf track, I felt increased heat surge from my body, an increased heart rate, brain activity so excessive that I damn near had an anxiety attack, and also physical, mental, and emotional discomfort. Wtf. Somehow I fought through an entire loop.
I then switched to the Stream track for the rest of the night. I barely got any sleep because I kept having vivid and lucid dreams. The main one I remember is being in a bed full of cockroaches. These may be signs that somehow I get better results using headphones than anything else but I sure as hell won’t be using them during sleeping hours anymore.
- My wife came over this morning seeming hesitant to file the divorce papers. She asked me twice if that’s what I really wanted. I told her yes, it’s time to rip the band-aid off.
- In the middle of the night I woke up and tried out my new headphones. Bad move, while listening to the ocean surf track, I felt increased heat surge from my body, an increased heart rate, brain activity so excessive that I damn near had an anxiety attack, and also physical, mental, and emotional discomfort. Wtf. Somehow I fought through an entire loop.
I then switched to the Stream track for the rest of the night. I barely got any sleep because I kept having vivid and lucid dreams. The main one I remember is being in a bed full of cockroaches. These may be signs that somehow I get better results using headphones than anything else but I sure as hell won’t be using them during sleeping hours anymore.
