Day 6 cycle 2 1 loop
Rage in the cage. Against all social conditioning, I hook up and seduce no matter if it is in town right here or wherever it is. Im angry as heck and it directs at everything probably. Im recognizing im having still negative outlooks from the start with people yet am very comfortable today, perhaps most unfazed as I have ever been.
The anger is directed towards all the bs of people, the agreements that aint being met, and it pisses me right off. Im having 0 bs policy and am unafraid to voice this out even if this results in total war.
Fuck em all. Agression, pissed offness, short fuell and fedded upness. The whole lets talk stuff im over done with. The whole underestimating and being kept little, im done with. Im ready to burn their whole psyche to fucking ashes without sparing them.
The aura is firing and the agression, hatred and rage fuells and tunnels through my body. Anger is high and strong now.
Some days back I had a revisting of my childood upbring. My dad raised me to not react to people putting you into place, or attempting to. Total miscommunication of IDGAF attitude. It translated into not reacting or else...yeah so far the boundaries right? Now im setting the boundaries and its met with anger. Kick the alpha of the group on its kness. Kick the motherfucker if need so. Show no mercy.
Edit; Im in the 4th day of not smoking so that might also play a role. Caffeine is also been ditched for some days now. Both very close after eachother.
I feel im growing rapidly, like a bullet gaining speed.
I feel im getting brutally honest with myself.
Rage in the cage. Against all social conditioning, I hook up and seduce no matter if it is in town right here or wherever it is. Im angry as heck and it directs at everything probably. Im recognizing im having still negative outlooks from the start with people yet am very comfortable today, perhaps most unfazed as I have ever been.
The anger is directed towards all the bs of people, the agreements that aint being met, and it pisses me right off. Im having 0 bs policy and am unafraid to voice this out even if this results in total war.
Fuck em all. Agression, pissed offness, short fuell and fedded upness. The whole lets talk stuff im over done with. The whole underestimating and being kept little, im done with. Im ready to burn their whole psyche to fucking ashes without sparing them.
The aura is firing and the agression, hatred and rage fuells and tunnels through my body. Anger is high and strong now.
Some days back I had a revisting of my childood upbring. My dad raised me to not react to people putting you into place, or attempting to. Total miscommunication of IDGAF attitude. It translated into not reacting or else...yeah so far the boundaries right? Now im setting the boundaries and its met with anger. Kick the alpha of the group on its kness. Kick the motherfucker if need so. Show no mercy.
Edit; Im in the 4th day of not smoking so that might also play a role. Caffeine is also been ditched for some days now. Both very close after eachother.
I feel im growing rapidly, like a bullet gaining speed.
I feel im getting brutally honest with myself.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
