03-15-2018, 04:26 AM
Went to the mall a while ago after work to get some stuff for dinner and some other stuff. Didn't feel very self confident or masculine but I noticed that my walk seems very relaxed and 'light'. I didn't get many looks at all but I did notice a couple of women I looked at looked away the moment I made eye contact with them, like they were already looking at me and when I noticed it they looked away.
It's funny because this is something I have done alot in the past, I will look at an attractive woman's face and the moment she makes eye contact with me i look down or look away.
When i was walking down one the main aisles I looked up at a girl walking past me with a couple of friends/family and she made eye contact with me and held it until she looked away, then I noticed she looked back up but I looked away. It's like she wanted to express via eye contact with me that she was attracted to me. I need to train myself to hold eye contact if I get it and hold it even after they look away in case they look back again, but then again I wasn't feeling particularly confident.
On the way home i went to get fuel and there was another car with this guy filling the tank and his girlfriend in the car. When i glanced into the car I noticed she was looking at me
I looked again after I finished filling my car and glanced again inside the car and she was looking at me again, her boyfriend didn't look very spectacular. Unsatisfied girlfriend maybe?
Anyway im not yet feeling this aura that others here are feeling, no electricity or horniness. But then again I might have sabotaged my energy by masturbating the other day
Changing to the hybrid trickling stream and lowering the volume to 50% in VLC media player.
It's funny because this is something I have done alot in the past, I will look at an attractive woman's face and the moment she makes eye contact with me i look down or look away.
When i was walking down one the main aisles I looked up at a girl walking past me with a couple of friends/family and she made eye contact with me and held it until she looked away, then I noticed she looked back up but I looked away. It's like she wanted to express via eye contact with me that she was attracted to me. I need to train myself to hold eye contact if I get it and hold it even after they look away in case they look back again, but then again I wasn't feeling particularly confident.
On the way home i went to get fuel and there was another car with this guy filling the tank and his girlfriend in the car. When i glanced into the car I noticed she was looking at me
I looked again after I finished filling my car and glanced again inside the car and she was looking at me again, her boyfriend didn't look very spectacular. Unsatisfied girlfriend maybe?Anyway im not yet feeling this aura that others here are feeling, no electricity or horniness. But then again I might have sabotaged my energy by masturbating the other day
Changing to the hybrid trickling stream and lowering the volume to 50% in VLC media player.
