Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Jake2015]

You're asking me what percentage of red is redder if we have more red than we have now. There's no way to answer. I have said this before several times already, but I will say it again:

DMSI will do what it takes to get you to the finish line, provided you execute the script.

A side will try to actively and gently clear and heal those issues that block you, and may take longer. B side will leave that job up to the Optimus Engine, which will achieve the goal by whatever means are most expedient. They will both get you past that barrier if you need H&C to do it; it's not a matter of which one is "more effective", but of which one is more suitable for your personality type.

I have no idea for me which therefore is better. As a stonewaller that is now not stonewalling on B, so far not fapping is the only tangible result I have noticed. I dont want to sabotage this by changing to A but I also dont want to miss on any better effect that A may give me. No idea. I would only change to A because the "H&C" sounds so amazing as I would love to heal and clear my inner garbage but at the same time, B being a sledgehammer will achieve this too and smash through.

I feel like im stuck between a rock and a hard place with this.

What if you cease to identify yourself as a stonewaller?

I am no longer a stonewaller. I was but now I am released from this and so i am an executer? hows that sound? as ill need to change my descrip' under my name.

Your first response was to identify as a stonewaller. What is the definition of a stonewaller, Jake? Someone who resists and stonewalls. And what will the subconscious do in reaction to the identity of being someone who resists and stonewalls? Perpetuate that reality, of course. Same reason why most people keep failing to really stop smoking, and instead they feed themselves ***** lies about "I've quit 34 times now!" No, they paused 34 times now... they were always still a smoker because that was their core identity.

When someone called you out on this, you said you are no longer a stonewaller. But this identity is your subconscious reality, and was revealed as such by the automatic reference to yourself as such.

DMSI has scripting to deal with this. But it will take time to work. How much time, I don't know.

thank you Shannon. I think this became my reality only when (and im not in anyway blaming you) you revealed to me that what I am doing is stonewalling. It was new to me because obviously I never want to do that, im using the subs to better me not to stonewall them. What perhaps this shows is how im easily led, influenced or able for someone to maybe shape my identity perhaps.

Or perhaps its showing me that if you can influence me this easily then the subs can and will work on me lol either way I know I have stonewalled but dont want to and want DMSI to definitely smash this core and all negative core beliefs down and to increase my self esteem and self worth etc too.

hence why im unsure which is best for me track A or track B.