03-14-2018, 10:56 AM
(03-13-2018, 01:03 PM)Shannon Wrote: What you describe sounds to me like the subconscious trying to scare you into stopping.
Possible.
Other thing I had in mind is that this might be too much listening time for me. I refer here to my 5G experience where 16 hours were optimum but I did usually the minimum, 8 hours a day. And whenever I tried to listen 10 or more hours I usually felt afterwards less effect than with 8 hours. This might be also related to resistance but when pushing too much makes me execute less than finding the right balance would be priority. This is why I hope 3.3 will have autoconfig.
Anyway, yesterday I was indeed too scared to do a loop but today I did. The thing is before my loop I started to have this good feeling in my chest and was positive at all and after the loop I again closed down. Right now I just feel frustrated because I can't make it work. Tried half the day to consciously influence it but with very limited success.
One thing more worth to mention is that few days ago when I executed I had the feeling that I should just let DMSI do the work and not try to influence it consciously. The thing is there is an instance in me that needs to be always in control. So every time I just managed to let it go it came just back. I don't know how important this instance really is but before I had a picture of an employee who feels ignored (rightly or wrongly) and therefore tries to sabotage the project in the company. We really need to give him in some way what he wants or he won't stop to sabotage this thing.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
