Day 19 - (2.4 loop) - Wednesday 14th March 2018
Time: 6.35pm
Just got back from uni, will eat then start the loop at some point tonight.
TODAY I WAS EXHAUSTED!!!!
I couldnt sleep last night until around 5am and woke many times and missed my 8am class and rushed to get in for my 11.15am class for which I was 30mins late.
All day I was tired.
I also saw today that the group of girls in the class I thought were giving me some attention (in the TID/pre DMSI days) today werent and its easy to think maybe lack of sleep played a role in this but no idea.
EDIT: I SHOULD ADD THAT THE GIRLS WERENT GIVING ME IOIS BUT THE OPPOSITE. IT WAS AS IF THEY DIDNT EVEN NOTICE ME TODAY AND IF THEY DID THEN THEY WERE QUICK TO AVOID NOTICING ME AGAIN. IT WAS SUCH A STARK DIFFERENCE TO BEFORE.
I am also alot more insecure about my hair loss and about my weight today.
19 days of no fap. Not feeling anything else to report.
Time: 6.35pm
Just got back from uni, will eat then start the loop at some point tonight.
TODAY I WAS EXHAUSTED!!!!
I couldnt sleep last night until around 5am and woke many times and missed my 8am class and rushed to get in for my 11.15am class for which I was 30mins late.
All day I was tired.
I also saw today that the group of girls in the class I thought were giving me some attention (in the TID/pre DMSI days) today werent and its easy to think maybe lack of sleep played a role in this but no idea.
EDIT: I SHOULD ADD THAT THE GIRLS WERENT GIVING ME IOIS BUT THE OPPOSITE. IT WAS AS IF THEY DIDNT EVEN NOTICE ME TODAY AND IF THEY DID THEN THEY WERE QUICK TO AVOID NOTICING ME AGAIN. IT WAS SUCH A STARK DIFFERENCE TO BEFORE.
I am also alot more insecure about my hair loss and about my weight today.
19 days of no fap. Not feeling anything else to report.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
