03-14-2018, 04:38 AM
14/3/2019
Day 6
Typo in my last journal entry, it was actually day 5 not day 4.
Today was pretty similar to yesterday, had the morning off and worked in the evening. Had to pop a sleeping pill last night to get some sleep. It helped a bit but made me feel very woozy this morning.
Work was boring and dead, I badly need a new job which is more stimulating and where I can meet more people. I used to want a lazy job but now i have one I can't stand it. The only pleasurable moments are when I interact with interesting customers which are few and far between.
Listened to my loop at 6pm and feel a bit hyper. Other people report listening to DMSI making them feel sleepy but it seems to do the opposite to me. Just went to the pharmacy to pick up some meds and one of women was very friendly and comfortable with me, shes a bit older and is married (she told me she has a husband) but was very pleasant and responded well to me. I am definitely noticing women being more pleasant to me and smiling alot more. I haven't had much exposure to civilisation in the last few days so I haven't really been able to see many results at the moment but I feel like DMSI is working on me.
Planning on doing something on the weekend so I can put myself more into alignment with what i want
Day 6
Typo in my last journal entry, it was actually day 5 not day 4.
Today was pretty similar to yesterday, had the morning off and worked in the evening. Had to pop a sleeping pill last night to get some sleep. It helped a bit but made me feel very woozy this morning.
Work was boring and dead, I badly need a new job which is more stimulating and where I can meet more people. I used to want a lazy job but now i have one I can't stand it. The only pleasurable moments are when I interact with interesting customers which are few and far between.
Listened to my loop at 6pm and feel a bit hyper. Other people report listening to DMSI making them feel sleepy but it seems to do the opposite to me. Just went to the pharmacy to pick up some meds and one of women was very friendly and comfortable with me, shes a bit older and is married (she told me she has a husband) but was very pleasant and responded well to me. I am definitely noticing women being more pleasant to me and smiling alot more. I haven't had much exposure to civilisation in the last few days so I haven't really been able to see many results at the moment but I feel like DMSI is working on me.
Planning on doing something on the weekend so I can put myself more into alignment with what i want
