02-27-2012, 03:15 PM
I had a great time this weekend. It was a friends birthday so a group of us went to Hyper Japan in London, it was a convention all on Japan, everything from Manga, art, films, food and even Japanese fashion. Sunday was pretty good to. Quite relaxing but had a lot of fun in the evening with some friends playing xbox online.
I can definitely see that the happiness and joy subliminal is creating a lot of fun social situations. I'm also finding that I'm more social and outgoing at the moment.
The only thing was today, despite the fact that I was very productive, a lot of anger came to the surface. It was a strange feeling. It was a feeling of being victimised or abused. It made me very angry but I decided to just let the anger be and not judge myself for it. I tend to judge myself when I get angry and maybe this is the problem, perhaps being hard on myself when I'm angry only makes it a lot worse. I can see that anger is maybe a very healthy emotion in a lot of situations and maybe just calmly letting it be will help to clear it out.
Perhaps the DFNW sub is digging up some very deep stuff that I haven't looked at for a long time. Either way I'm going to keep going and I'm sure that it will be cleaned out eventually. I'm already feeling much better after doing some energy healing I learnt online (similar to EFT in a lot ways but quite different).
I've decided that I'm going to not use Alpha Male 2011 and instead wait until Alpha Male 5.0. I think it's best that I use the most up to date and powerful program. I'm sure that 2011 is wonderful but I might as well wait a little longer and do 5.0.
I can definitely see that the happiness and joy subliminal is creating a lot of fun social situations. I'm also finding that I'm more social and outgoing at the moment.
The only thing was today, despite the fact that I was very productive, a lot of anger came to the surface. It was a strange feeling. It was a feeling of being victimised or abused. It made me very angry but I decided to just let the anger be and not judge myself for it. I tend to judge myself when I get angry and maybe this is the problem, perhaps being hard on myself when I'm angry only makes it a lot worse. I can see that anger is maybe a very healthy emotion in a lot of situations and maybe just calmly letting it be will help to clear it out.
Perhaps the DFNW sub is digging up some very deep stuff that I haven't looked at for a long time. Either way I'm going to keep going and I'm sure that it will be cleaned out eventually. I'm already feeling much better after doing some energy healing I learnt online (similar to EFT in a lot ways but quite different).
I've decided that I'm going to not use Alpha Male 2011 and instead wait until Alpha Male 5.0. I think it's best that I use the most up to date and powerful program. I'm sure that 2011 is wonderful but I might as well wait a little longer and do 5.0.
